May comes with a lot of things happening at the same time,
The Holiday for Labour Day was used completely to relax and rejuvenate. Was not
able to complete all the cleaning process in my room but sweetly enough it was
done on Friday that same week.
The month
start will full of aggressive people since it was the national polling day,
people gat to cast their vote and choose their future leaders. I think if
swearing, ridiculing and using foul words is a grave sin in every religion, the
end of April and early May, Hell would had been fully book by politically
aggressive individual.
The
aftermath of voting day, which I thought everyone would had calm down and focus
on their day to day life, was as weird’s as the last two weeks of campaigning.
It weird because they claim to have all this proof that foul play was at work.
Why not then they gather together all these proof. Give them to the leader and
let the leader with his knowledge in the system since they were the system
before, get action with all these proofs which was gather by everyone. You
don’t trust the system because you don’t understand it, there is a reason why
most of the leader are trained in Law, if you want to used the system then prep
yourself with law education. That hard and that will take time? Well was Rome
built in a day? No it’s not, but it burn in One day, by whom? Find that out you
will understand where to channel your political disappointment.
Trust
is like a mirror, once broken you can mend it back with super glue but you
still can see that it was once broken. To trust completely would never be a
possibility, there will always be doubt.
Heard
news that a friend pass away on voting day, due to a heart complication. I was
so shocked by the news. Was not able to hold my tears the whole day. We were
chatting the week before, just catching up with stuff and how life are, He
wanted me to promise that I meet with him on the next balik kampong trip and he
also promise to come to my sister weeding, arr but at last he went back to the
lord before us all. We first meet during a Franciscan Retreat where monks
aspirant come and learn about their way of life. Different as we may be in both
taste and view of life the one thing in common we had are the dream that one
day St Francis would allow us in his chapel. Rest In Peace My dear friend Alex
Sabadun, May your soul found happiness there and hope St Francis would allow
you in first. God Bless Your Soul….(T_T)
The
most sad news that I got during may was that one of my uncle pass away too, was
so homesick after that because was not able to attend his funeral. God Bless
Your Soul Uncle Jinggol..(T-T)…
But May
was not all sad, my sis got her big day.. which is one of my prayer for her happiness.
Then my nephew got a new job which he loved again another thing that I ask, and
everyone happy within the sadness, happy that everyone had grown up, see all my
relative at my house celebrating with my family. It was really tiring, almost
fainted I have to admit to that, but I was worth it to see the smile on my
sister face and my parents too.
Now May
has ended and I have to go on a course for the whole month of june, then I receive
interview calling for some uniform post which hurrmmm.. I am not so sure I could
get cause well I am a bit tubby in the tummy if you get what I mean, although
in uniform might be sexy I have to say hehehe... but well honestly this blog started
early may but ended posted at end of may that really something rite?
Have a nice Harvest festival to all my family, happy gawai
to my friends in Sarawak
And welcome June !!!
The Huggable Ben
