March Jammed…

Well yesterday I got the privilege to be informed, that the road leading to my office would be close for the next two day. I did inform them in my FB updates but it seem that well none of my office mate notice or even understood what I meant, because well yeah, a main road closure should be inform to the public at least a week before it happen.  Although from a reliable source, mention that announcement was made through various media, the public around here are annoyed by what happen.

Tenants at around the area were really angry with the organizer of the event I think, because that all what I am hearing since I arrive at the office. Not only shop tenants but also office staff around the area which was also affected by the road closure. Tenants was not able to open shop on time because they were stuck in the massive jammed cause by it and office employee are coming in the office late for that same reason.  

But then I remember when I was working at Putrajaya, the biggest event of the year would be the youth day.  Every road would be closed to any traffic, for the whole week. But well I enjoyed it because there was so much activity to do.

That is why although I am hearing complaint over complaint; I am very excited that there is a concert in front of my office tonight.  Am I bad for not feeling empathy over all these complaint, I am not because I do feel empathy towards them. but it’s not every day that we have a concert in front of our office.  So why not just enjoy it after that then we discuss hehehehehehe..~~~~

The huggable ben

Paranormal February Days

Those whom always been reading my blog know that I am someone who are into the paranormal and the occult. I do accept and acknowledge there are being on other plain and from other dimension than us.

I once read that a theory about the paranormal is that our world have different dimension and on the other dimension other than ours this creature does exist and on certain places where our dimension collide with theirs  and our path cross we could really see them. That the scientific view of the paranormal occurrences like yokai and other beings that are deem a myth by our society.

As a tarot reader myself, I can saw some weird reading which portray the same card but different reading and understanding each time I deal my deck.

Because I myself have experience these phenomenon and occurrences, I would never judge anyone who say they had seen it. I just do what every paranormal investigator do. I debunk with every explanation and if I could not explain it, that is when I conclude whether or not the occurrences did really happen.

But I like the traditional explanations, spirit with unfinished business which could be calm by prayer and ritual or being that just want to co-exist peacefully with the world of human.  

But what happen to me recently was, well I think I handle miserably. I did not do full debunking, but I am sure that it was a knock. Three knock..three times and what did I do?, I pick up my bag  and  leave everything behind. Some paranormal investigator I am… hahahahahaha~~~

But well I found it very interesting. More so when a few more reports from other level a few days apart. I think they might be here, and I hope I did not disturb it in any way because I need to do more late night in the future for my work and studies.  Be there entity but I hope you wont bother me or my colleague. Until ..well if we are ever going to move to other office building.

Till next time

The Hug-gable Ben

Amateur Paranormal Investigator 

The waiting game is over~~~

I finally got my result I got an A and 2 B+ and a C+… I guess well I deserve the C+, I was not focus on the subject at all the whole semester….huhu~~~

Really happy at the moment, now can really relax and just wait until the next semester to start which will be in march if I am not mistaken…

Semester 6/7, mean half subject semester 6 and half semester 7, hope could complete it all at least before my contract end after the 48^th month of my student life wuuu~~~~

I want to go on a holiday…maybe to the beach~~maybe pangkor… just  me myself and nature….wuuu~~~ I like it so much…~~ hehehehe~~~~

Would like to thank my event lecturer Che lee, my research methodology Dr Teddybear , my theorist lecturer En Ahmad and my mandarin lectuerer Lao Shi Goh* Sorry Lao Shi, did not focus on your subject at all this semester wuuu~~~

Now let’s plan  what to do until next semester….movie catch up marathon? Or backpacking trip? Or just more gym hour?....wuuu~~~

The huggable ben

The waiting game~~

It’s the waiting game is on, we be waiting until midnight, when the official result for semester 5 be out, some of my friend who is on their last semester good luck my friend and those who are like me. Let’s just hope that we do not have to repeat anything.

Really worried about two subject at the moment, really hope I clear this hurdle…wuuu~~~

Well let just buy everything we need (cake I case the worst case scenario and the best) and thing to get out of my mind wuuu~~~~

The Huggable Ben~~

February…..wuuu~~~

My oh my, its February? What happen to December and January? Why didn’t I post anything?  I blame it on time, there was so many assignment dateline and test to be done that I forgotten to write anything, does that seem to be a theme for me lately, there little time to write anything here.

I was lonely since my nephew had grown up and well wuuu~~… but it ok, as long as he is happy I am too. Did not go overboard during this holiday because well I have to study for my exam which is the next day after I had return to kuala lumpur which is like ewww so tiring….wuuu~~~

Had a nice holiday this year although was not able to see all my friends especially my dear nephew…wuuu~~, can’t do everything I guess maybe soon occay..~~

Did a lot of cooking too, with my Chicken soup with rice wine, and some other dishes simple yet well I did rather acceptably. Which in turn sparks my long lost interest in cooking for myself hahaha….~~~ I wanted to do a huge gathering for family but well the timing doesn’t seem to aligned with everyone plan so well again can’t do anything about that too..

End of January after all the exam had been done, finally my letter from last October had reached the rite people. And well still waiting for the appointment to speak out about the issue. Hahaha… sound so academician. Neway had a nice getaway with friends at north, wanted to go south but was to late to plan anything during festive season travel hectic-ness  wuuu~~~~.

Exam result fall on the same date as valentine day, so sweet*as if…. What if we fail a subject? Heartbroken on valentine day is so sad~~~… *need hugs….

Well new year of the horse aka Sarah Jessica Parker and this mean this year theme is sex in the city …. Muhahahahahahahahaha~~~~

Huggable Ben

Being a hermit and gone for several month....

What ever happen to July, august, September, October and November? Why haven’t I remember to write anything in here? Lost for while huh?

Well a lot happen actually, some worth mentioning, some not, and then the regular hectic-ness of life that govern our whole well being. Sometime think it would be nice being a hermit, you know, drifts swiftly amongst the hectic life of others praying for their happiness they are pursuing in their daily life.

Well I was really happy to get my result from all the course and exam during June, I pass everything although my Law course, not flying colour and all, just a small sparks I guess, I mean I pass all 8, and nothing else mater hahahahaha.. The Government exam out of three papers I pass the Law section, another huge thingie since I had been taking the exam for the past 4 years and never pass that particular paper. Two down and 1 to go I guess hahahaha… The university exams where I have to make a strategic move this semester, with help and advice from not only friends and lecturer also professor form other campuses. It was a wakeup call last semester, it not only what can you sacrifice but also what is needed for survival.

This semester actually started at a weird and awkward experience, the classes I register was cancel because of not enough student enrolling *suddenly I have a distinct memory about the movie Larry Crowne . So just have 4 subject this semester, First session class is 2.00pm till 6.30pm and the second session 8.30am till 12.45pm.. hahaha….almost like a split normal semester. Can’t take more subject because the cohort had change, well what to do, have to go with the flow then.

Thanksgiving had just pass, I know it’s not our culture, so is black Friday but that doesn’t seem to stop people from here talking about it right? I have a lot to be thankful tabout this year. All my “consider small by anyone “but huge success for me, I am thankful for all of them. I am thankful that I am still alive and kicking, I am thankful my mom and dad are healthy too so are the rest of my family. I am thankful that I was able to enjoy all the great food. I am thankful for all the wonderful people I had meet this years, all of you are extremely wonderful and all I can say is that the big guy up there guide us to meet so we all be happier on earth. Lastly I am thankful that after numerous obstacle I was able to finish my research this semester, although it just a 25 page research but the topic was close to the heart for me and I hope Dr Teddybear would accept it and would at least give me a pass wuu~~~~ till the next entry……..(=^_^=)

Huggable Ben

Day 13..... Confined in bangi

After 13 days in ILKAP bangi for my basic law course, i felt the hecticness of the course,the schedule was jammed pack up to nite class. Although we are free,to go out of the institute, none of us want to i guess since each class has it importance in the course. Now i found a new respect to those taking up law, not that all of them are good, just that finishing the studies itself is a huge accomplishment. 

Though last nite i was woken up from a dream which well i guess my inner consciousness in testing myself, seeing my reaction to a certain situation with matter of the heart, and i say i respon as i would in real life, i harden my heart and move on, even though the person involved was the person that hold a large chunk of my heart. Although the dream somewhat made me felt down a bit, i realize i am not yet ready to receive such happyness(pun intended) yet. But what can i do?, just make sure that the person is happy, and when that person is happy i am happy. That smile, no matter how painfull the heart might felt, that smile would heal and calm the heart for the longest period of time. I guess until i am really worthy that smile is all i have to keep me going. 

My oh my let's lay out the exam schudule, 21st-Law paper, 26-etnic paper, 2nd july-international PR, 9th july- coporate PR, 13th july- marketing com and lastly 14th july Advertising. Fuhhhhhhh~~~~~, i guess the hecticness has started wuuuu~~~~~~, felt a bit stress about international, but that why i am a ninja... I will complete my missiom the best way possible. Wuuu~~~~~~ Well i have another 9 days to go, the spirit is high the mind is tired but the will is strong.... May the force in you complete thetask...wuuuu~~~~~ 

The huggable ben