this one about me....

Hi, my name is: Joven

but you can call me: Ben [the
huggable]

Never in my life have I: Drive Drunk

The one person who can drive me nuts
is: the person who i make out for 4 hours.....

My high school is: Sm.ST MARY LIMBAHAU PAPAR

When I’m nervous: i tend to eat a lot...plus drink a lot of sweet beverage.....

The last song I listened to was:
Miley cyrus [see you again]

If I were to get married right now it
would be to: someone who is caring and compasionate plus a muct be chumel....

My hair is: black and short...thinking of having highlight soon...

When I was 4: i was as cute as can be...what jealous ka?....

Last Christmas: i had a big party at my house...

I should be: a porn movie actor...but i choose to be a secretary.....

When I look down I see: my tummy then my ****, owh… so cute.....(pervert!!! it my toes lar...)

The happiest recent event was:
New year dinner at my new renovated house!!!

If I were a character on ‘Friends’ :
Chandler...he is the smart one.... hehehe

By this time next year: i be sitting at my desk working....

My current gripe is: erm....what is that huh?

I have a hard time understanding:
my office......to much politics

There’s these girl: who is not a girl but a old lady that always try to find my fault.

If I won an award, the first person I
would tell would be: My parents....and the the world...yes everyone vote for me...world peace!(wave......!)

I want to buy: a PS 3 and a laptop

Where do you plan to visit: JAPAN..

If you spent the night at my house:
we chat for hours....and if the chemistry is rite.. romance.... wakakakakaka

The world could do without: War

Most recent thing I’ve bought
myself: A erterniy summer for men perfume

Most recent thing someone else bought
me: a 8 eye dzi and a pink quarts bracelets...

My middle name is: Maro the cutest!!

In the morning I: am not gonna say what i do

Last night I was: a wonderfull nite, i was raining and a nice sold nitgh sleep.. nyeyak siot!!..

There’s this guy I know who: is giving out the wrong signal toward me...even though he denied, tapi stilll giving the signal...trough his action...

If I was an animal I’d be a:
eagle....fly high up in the sky,

A better name for me would be: My name have a great meaning....no other name suit me i guess

Tomorrow I am: having my service exam....

Tonight I: think i sleep early

My birthday is: in the 5th days after the 21st day of the third month of the year..

I am a bit lonely……

Yesterday, I took a long walk from BTS to the nearest Lrt station, and all the way I was thinking abt myself, in a few weeks I finally entering my 25 year in this life…..

And a sudden emotion shock came over me.. like an a empathy reaction…. I suddenly realize…I was alone…. None was there but me…..,

I have my family, and ton of friends yet…… why did this emotion came over me…..,

There was a theory of needs, for every human, the is a special need, from food, cloth, a roof over you head, socialize and to be love…

When we were young the love portion of these need can be fulfill by our family, but as we grow up, the need became more and more personal, plus the body biology also isn’t helping, urge came fort and new thing to explore…..

I realize by the time I am 25 the need of having someone special it’s not yet fulfill, and I felt so lonely, walking around on my own…..

I do have a few candidates, but I really can get pass the fear to choose one and settle down… I am more happy being single mingle and tingle…yet this felling of being so lonely…..maybe I should trust cupid again…… Aphrodite does smile and, love does exist even for me……. ….

So jiwang? Because it the end of love month soon plus today is Chap Goh Mei, if I am not mistaken is the Chinese version of valentine day, so I make a tribute to love.

I do believe there is one person that is true rite for me out there, would I find that person? I am not sure, but I am going to sit down and wait…..while I have some fun…..when that special one comes…..that is the time when I stop……

P/s to know how bad am I? last night I had two phone dates one after another….and tonight? another outing ……

Hugs to everyone

Huggable Ben

Post Holiday Blues…….

Hi all well, it was a long holiday hugs, and some people even took extra days, for me the long holiday was well slow..

Sis Jess Came down to Kl, The cinema was full for the last 4 days…. So did not do any movie watching, just had a fun time with friends, like joe, abr and friends, thank reeze blanja Pizza….and J.CO Donat are like so hard to buy, the line are so long…..By the way Pavilion seem to be to crowded…. Like BTS more... although Pavilion is a place to be seen I mean all the artis are there….hehehe..cam ler kte minat sanggat kan…..

Other than that just had too much rest I guess. Hehehe..

So what my plan for valentine? I am not sure yet, but maybe just hang out at the “loft” hehehe….only few understand…..Jeng3x

Diet report……. Up until 7 February 2008, it was going great, then it change, during the holiday, I know but problem I still keep up the other program and today my diet is back on…. Doing weight training twice daily, and kindda felt the extra stamina, and the current weight still 125kg, but well it was just two weeks rite, so let wait next month report K!

The Huggable Ben

I Hate You….!!!!

Kalau awak benci kat kiter sanggat… apsal tak katakan jer?

Kalau kte buruk sanggat…. Apsal tak katakan awal2…..

Kenapa perlu berpura-pura?.....

Kenapa perlu orang lain yang berkata-kata?’

KENAPA…….?

Kalau kte tau wak benci kte… tak kte ganggu awak

Kalau Kte tau wak tak suka… tak kte kesah kat awak…

Tapi kte memang sayang awak…….walaupun awak benci….

Memang kte takkan kacau awak lagi…buat pe lukakan hati…

Bior kte sayang dari jauh…mengenang memori indah abadi……
Just say “I Hate You….” Kan lebih senang…..

Kte seedy ler wak….wawawawawawaawa……

The Huggable Ben

P/s kat blog siap ada pic yang seswai lagi…..gi arr tgk!....wawawawa sedey…….

I am So ANGRY...........

I am so angry yesterday... had a meeting with the boss, and he criticizing my unit, while the fault was from other unit.... why wrong with him?

i really don't understand it, i remember when i tried to apply for my Xmas holiday, he told me that i took to many holiday, but the strange thing was, i was saving all that holiday just for that reason, why other can and i could not? stupidly yesterday, he was the one who suggest that if any of us want to take long holiday, We can just make sure there is replacement and our job are all done... Boleh plak tetiba......!!! Argggggggghhhhh!!!!! malas ler!!! bodoh nak mampus tul....

Now my service record book has gone missing, i am not sure where, but luckily i have a photocopy copy, so am safe.... tak payah nak pikir2 lagi, now , just photograph is needed...need to see the JPA people as soon as possible...

one of my friends just got transfer, Luckily guy!! tapi problem is , kurang ler kaki kang... glad for him and hope the replacement is a good as he is....

am broke this month, really broke...... hehehe cant wait for my next payday... hehehe.....

The Ben Chumel

After the new year.......

After the new year.... when all seem to settle down, was wondering what new for this year... seem to be a very slow start.....

Went to penang for a suprise visit, did not plan anything... but well got a fun weekend indeed, went to bukit hijau waterfall, had a picnic, and cudlle with warmth of a strong hand.... hehehe see fun what!!

After almost 3 month my thought have not ballance out yet.. still have the jitter, although just discover a few new skill like dowsing and all...have i told you guys i was accepted in a coven? yet.. no cloth..no robe jus a piece of white cloth to wear and a red one for the spirit energy.... kinda cool i guess, but well very new member....

My old bos got transfer to a new dept... nice.. not yet to neutralize the poison of the other two.....wow that deeps man, really deep....

nothing much but to do list this year....

1. Get a full driving license

2.learn a new language

3.get a new qualification..

4.get confirm

5.Travel Oversea....

Ben Chumel

Buat adik.....

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