The Burfday blog….

Well… now….first of all I like to thanks everyone for all the well wishes on my burfday…. My sis for the card and my special friend for dinner last nite.

So what happen on my burfday? Well, I took early off yesterday after a hefty meeting, so I can get myself all freshen up, pampered myself the whole afternoon, with facial and pedicure session (I rarely do this, but I found a spa that have it especial for men….), then I had a nice dinner with my friend, where we have to much cheese….., Well I had fun for pampering myself that afternoon and just a nice dinner afterward, it does sound not much happening but I like it that way.

What else happen?, Grissom from CSI proposed to Sarah last nite, was a cute episode… hehehe…After that I felt to tired… went to bed directly…..woke up at like 6.30am and almost miss my bus to work.. lucky I did not.

Had numerous call, sms, and email, try to reply to all but if I was unable to, really sorry guys…

What the present I got this year… well was not hoping for anything, but I may get one always wanted mobile phone… hehehe…. I did get a White Primrose bouquet this morning, which like shock me cause it was sent to my office, and its not really a local flower… FYI: white primrose is the birthday flower for 26 march, if you a witch if would be Henbane flower… hehehe…but you don’t want to receive henbane on you special day.. hehehe… Who sent it? Well …it a secret….let’s just say… strange but well I am thankfull, I know not easy to find them….Plus… a card would be less troublesome rite… cian jer susah2..

I am 25 this year, felt so old and daddy already….. hehehe…..


Thanks again all!!

HUGS AND MUAH!!!

The Huggable Ben

Why…? Kenapa….?

Ben tak paham napa perlu sakitkan hati ben? Why? Ben dah buat sedaya upaya untuk just let it go, apa lagi yang nak dari diri ben?

Nak ben nangis2, sedih selalu? Mengingati kenangan2 lepas, the one that I was not able to get?,

Ben ada pendiriran baru, don’t cry over spill milk… Just go buy a new bottle, there you go, so please don’t try to hard to show me what I miss, because you not irreplaceable (to the right, to the right~~ beyonce) ikut lirik tue, I can get anyone in a minute,

You special, I have to say that, but it just not meant to be, so like, you know just stop it… stop hopping that I will chase after you, cause for me…. If you come to me…. you’re here…when you there….you there…..stop thinking that my life resolve around you….cause is not.

I appreciate what you did but….come on, honestly you just got the trill of me chasing you rite..? well I am bored of it…

So thanks for everything……


Just Me

The Huggable Ben

Had a wonderful day…..

Last Wednesday, had a wonderful day indeed, never thought that it was going to turn out that way, it start with a simple dinner and a simple mistake, but then It lead to a wonderful and beautiful nite and day….

Since this year I was not fully involved with the maulud nabi march, so did not have any plan at all, thought just going to lepak kat rumah and enjoy the off day, little did I know it turn out to be a great day…..

I am still smiling until today although I was left behind by other, they took and extra leave, I don’t mind, I had just routine task to do, and the rest I was just sitting and watching youtube…..smiling because of the best time I had yesterday.

Never realize how much a kiss and a hugs worth…. until you not getting any, but when you got it, I was like have a cold lemon tea drink on a hot sunny day…. Hehehe enjoyable day so far this year!!!! TQ…….!!

HUGS!!!! And MUAH!!!!!

Just me…..

Huggable Ben….

I need a hug……

A weekend that I wish would never end, but it was something that never meant to be, but I enjoyed it while it last nevertheless , because It’s a felling that I have not felt for a very long time.

A very slow Monday, last nite was a cold nite but not like the one I like, cause, although it’s cold, don’t have a warm hugs around me, maybe I was just something that was really enjoyed and hoped to last, hehehe but well what can we do.

It was fun yesterday, bought myself a cup of coffee and then used their wireless connection at starbuck time square for the whole day, which I was mainly fighting the virus which was attacking my laptop…. Peh… dah ler tak power sanggat knowledge in computer stuff… But had a nice CUCI MATA session cause lots of cute people was around, “see but no touch” ewww… sound bad huh? Hehehe.. that me I guess,

Office seem to be empty, since almost half of the staff went for a course, but fun, just that a bit too quite…. Hehehe, did not even see my boss today, I not sure where he is…. Fun part got to tikle Bos Ikan Keli(according to usmang) ear just now, hehehe… owh…so bad….

I am the team manager for the TUG OF WAR event in the next Dept sport day, but I lose semangat because, teluk intan is not coming to the games, so what the point, wawawa……

Suddenly I felt I need a hugs….

That me

The Huggable Ben

The Most Weirdest and Tiring Two Days Ever….

Ok at last someone ask about the diet program, thanks dayah…. Hehehe, I only manage to reduce 1 kg after 3 weeks of diet, but as I said before the diet result main objective is not losing weight one but other smaller goal too.., I manage to save 10% of my pay last month, those who understand financial planning I am at a you can do better stage, but at lest not worse.. hehehe… and the weight training has really increases my upper torso stamina, after doing 10 pump for each arm for each style, this week I try 20 pump, and yes I think I can actually reach 30 pump but, that be a bit to much……. Don’t want to hurt myself….. so overall it is improvement.. though yesterday the doc did suggest to me to using a pill to massively reduce my weight, but I need discipline myself on food intake and lifestyle before using that drug. ….end of diet report…. Hehehe

Ok why did I say it was the most weirdest and tiring two days ever this year so far…..
Because the last two days I was down with fever, actually it started on Tuesdays, but I was still able to overcome it, then suddenly Wednesday, I could not even stand the air-conditioning of the office, I was force to take a nap at the prayer room, then I went to the doc, and he say I have a fever plus a high blood pressure 140/90, he gave me a bunch of med, that actually cause me to be a bit tired all the time, although I took the whole day off yesterday, I was mainly sleeping in my room, damn tired…I went out late afternoon yesterday for some dinner and a movie(which really s**k! Don’t watch the movie “ANAK” it s**K!) cam back at around 9pm, again was really tired, the last thing I remember was watching the series CSI:NY then blank, and I woke up this morning to find my room was clean, my cloth was fold tidily and my sweater was hung on the wall…and other stuff was move as well like I remember I was sleeping on the couch that nite, but found myself on my bed, further more with a change of clothes . I don’t remember doing any of it, I guess I was sleep walking…..but well it was weird…… so there you go weird and tiring two days ever…

The huggable Ben

p/s Let Vote for our nation prosperity and peace… vote for whoever you wish!! Hehehehe!!

this one about me....

Hi, my name is: Joven

but you can call me: Ben [the
huggable]

Never in my life have I: Drive Drunk

The one person who can drive me nuts
is: the person who i make out for 4 hours.....

My high school is: Sm.ST MARY LIMBAHAU PAPAR

When I’m nervous: i tend to eat a lot...plus drink a lot of sweet beverage.....

The last song I listened to was:
Miley cyrus [see you again]

If I were to get married right now it
would be to: someone who is caring and compasionate plus a muct be chumel....

My hair is: black and short...thinking of having highlight soon...

When I was 4: i was as cute as can be...what jealous ka?....

Last Christmas: i had a big party at my house...

I should be: a porn movie actor...but i choose to be a secretary.....

When I look down I see: my tummy then my ****, owh… so cute.....(pervert!!! it my toes lar...)

The happiest recent event was:
New year dinner at my new renovated house!!!

If I were a character on ‘Friends’ :
Chandler...he is the smart one.... hehehe

By this time next year: i be sitting at my desk working....

My current gripe is: erm....what is that huh?

I have a hard time understanding:
my office......to much politics

There’s these girl: who is not a girl but a old lady that always try to find my fault.

If I won an award, the first person I
would tell would be: My parents....and the the world...yes everyone vote for me...world peace!(wave......!)

I want to buy: a PS 3 and a laptop

Where do you plan to visit: JAPAN..

If you spent the night at my house:
we chat for hours....and if the chemistry is rite.. romance.... wakakakakaka

The world could do without: War

Most recent thing I’ve bought
myself: A erterniy summer for men perfume

Most recent thing someone else bought
me: a 8 eye dzi and a pink quarts bracelets...

My middle name is: Maro the cutest!!

In the morning I: am not gonna say what i do

Last night I was: a wonderfull nite, i was raining and a nice sold nitgh sleep.. nyeyak siot!!..

There’s this guy I know who: is giving out the wrong signal toward me...even though he denied, tapi stilll giving the signal...trough his action...

If I was an animal I’d be a:
eagle....fly high up in the sky,

A better name for me would be: My name have a great meaning....no other name suit me i guess

Tomorrow I am: having my service exam....

Tonight I: think i sleep early

My birthday is: in the 5th days after the 21st day of the third month of the year..

I am a bit lonely……

Yesterday, I took a long walk from BTS to the nearest Lrt station, and all the way I was thinking abt myself, in a few weeks I finally entering my 25 year in this life…..

And a sudden emotion shock came over me.. like an a empathy reaction…. I suddenly realize…I was alone…. None was there but me…..,

I have my family, and ton of friends yet…… why did this emotion came over me…..,

There was a theory of needs, for every human, the is a special need, from food, cloth, a roof over you head, socialize and to be love…

When we were young the love portion of these need can be fulfill by our family, but as we grow up, the need became more and more personal, plus the body biology also isn’t helping, urge came fort and new thing to explore…..

I realize by the time I am 25 the need of having someone special it’s not yet fulfill, and I felt so lonely, walking around on my own…..

I do have a few candidates, but I really can get pass the fear to choose one and settle down… I am more happy being single mingle and tingle…yet this felling of being so lonely…..maybe I should trust cupid again…… Aphrodite does smile and, love does exist even for me……. ….

So jiwang? Because it the end of love month soon plus today is Chap Goh Mei, if I am not mistaken is the Chinese version of valentine day, so I make a tribute to love.

I do believe there is one person that is true rite for me out there, would I find that person? I am not sure, but I am going to sit down and wait…..while I have some fun…..when that special one comes…..that is the time when I stop……

P/s to know how bad am I? last night I had two phone dates one after another….and tonight? another outing ……

Hugs to everyone

Huggable Ben