Malam yang suam2 jer....i have someone beside me...but well the warmt i felt might not last i guess..... no matter how much i want it too....
Just a few more day left before i am off, back to my home town, rasanyer tak sabar sanggat.....tapi tetiba terpikiq, after christmas then what?......wish that i have somethig to look forward too....
the thing about being here is that to much free time between job, so this time are use mainly to think about stuff....which maybe i may think to much......
yerterday..tetiba fikir yang bukan2 pasal someone...but does it mean that i have fallen for that someone? or maybe just childish jealuosy......
try as i might, it does hurt when jealusy come by.........cam ner pun kte cakap kte tak kisah... tapi still ada gak sakitnyer.........
but maybe someone was rite. when they say i am cruse to never find the true one for me.....
i am really nostalgic rite now.........
hugs all
Ben chumel
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