Mr Krab,Kamen Rider Heart and My New Year Resolution

About Mr Krab…I was window shopping with my young nephew at 1 Borneo, we were walking down the stair when he ask me..”angkol why do you walk sideway when you going down the stair…” I tot what an innocent question..so I answer “angkol is a big guy.. walking side way like this help to stabilize myself on the stair…” Then again my young nephew answer “ But then angkol you walk like a krab lar..” aiyo…….wakakakakaka… so to Pau, amir si mata hijau and Smuffx wan…..it’s official…Ben the Crab…wakakakakakakaka….

About Kamen Rider Heart…I was back at my home town…so mmg banyak ceta there lar…another nephew was talking about Kamen Rider, this is during their time, During my time it was Power Ranger,Mask Rider(suria perkasa baja hitam) Tentera Semut and The most famous one…GABAN!! Huhuhu.. so was watching kamen rider (not sure which episode) I was thinking about the armor heart the way we protect our heart..i remember writing something about building a wall around my heart and then again it was to protect me from getting hurt all over again…and now? Well kira cam kamen rider sudah…it will open up when love come near but then morph into an armor when it get too intense..It keep slapping me saying elo jangan ober lar.. ingat nnt ko jugak kiciwa… hehehehe…But Undoubtedly my heart was happy, really happy in the year 2010 for many things happen during this year, which is so memorable to me.

My New Year Resolution…Bah…. Mari kita senarai azam baru…. Ermm don’t be shock

· * Be Vegetarian For A month (I know..this is not possible and can I really do it??….but the great spirit ask me to do it because i was “jajal” in the house….hehehe…(The great spirit want to get to know you nephew…) So gonna pick one month to be total Vegetarian.

· *Read more than 8 novel this year….(I finish 7 novel last year..hope would find more time to read)

· * Renew all my license and maybe get a few new one too (DIVEMASTERS,PARAMEDIK {SJAM} ETC..)

· *Get all my meds reduce…(means managing my body so well that less visit to the doc is require..)

· *I manage to lost 7kg last year, gain it back after i got injured at the gym so gonna try to lose 8kg and try not to gain it back hehehehe…..

· *Go swimming more than twice a week…. Presint 5 have a very nice pool with very nice view… sapa mau join ? hehehe….

· *Master a new language(Or at least able to converse in it)….(Mandarin or Japanase?)….. hehehehehe….

· *Do more spells…(mak esah?? Season of the witch? Tak arr.. Charmed ler…) hehehehe…

· *Overall…Become a warm fuzzy bear…..

So let see.. what the year of the Golden Rabbit bring for me…..FYI Blue Sapphires…are dammnnn expensive *wink*wink hehehe…..

The December Post

Well another year have gone by…a very good year indeed… although some weird foolish stuff happen at almost the end of the year. It was a good one in a whole. Life is a circle…a wheel like a wise monk told me before… you enjoy the moment when you’re on top and brace yourself when you’re at the bottom.

Finally got to bring ayah back to my hometown… although I was not able to drive him around like how I planned it in the beginning. But all ends wells I guess..I found out that there this “monitor” which keep a close eye on my Facebook page… and always try to related what I say in my page as referring to this person… which I am not sure why…and yeah I know it kind of stupid because this person in not even in my friends list but maybe “this person” really like people to talk about “this person” and because now nobody really care about “this person”..this person tries really hard to raise the issue that everyone is out there to get “this person”….my advise to this person whom I know who be reading this…baik ko jadi artist wei… kontroversi jer ko punya point !! mengalahkan artist Malaysia siot!! Blah lar….

“Huggy woggy” it been a while since I used this word…since I say to myself that, there only one “Huggy woggy” in my life…and I was rite… there only one “huggy woggy” and I lost it ever since… my nephew told me that he saw my old blog…from three years back… and yeah.. the blog kindda remind me of it.. but then again I found my husky warewolf this year… and my husky always make me smile since I found it..hugging my husky wolf!!! A new smile I found…thank you my husky wolf!!! for making me smile again…!!

Christmas this year was a mild one…spend time with the family and all...dinner yang simple, the breakfast ngan satay…yeah I know weird Christmas dishes …but ok juga bah…. With all the family.. hehehe… so now..let’s prepare for new year…

had a great 10th reunion of SM St Mary Limbahau papar class of 2000...Sebab GPRS jak di rumah ni internet...jadi pic kana load bila sia pegi kk kio kawan2 hehehe.....let try to make a big one next year k guys...(kanapa bah sia tida bulih tag si rose ni?.....)

I am hoping that my desk in the office is still in tact when I get back next year.. hehehe..

IT Was supposed to be In November

Menulis Blog/notes ini sambil dihiburkan dengan alunan guitar harp mainan Andy Mckee…huhuhu sanggat best…

This is supposed to be the November post, but because life became a bit too hectic recently, so lar very the tak dapat jumpa time yang sesuai to just sit down a write. If I am a part time writer and I have a dateline during the three month then abis ker my editor mengamuk… huhuhuhu….

So what happen on November…?... Well went to Tasik Kenyir, a place call Sg COMO.. where the Huge “Sangkar Ikan” because… they 10 block and each block have 200 sangkar each.... and we have to check each sangkar.. under the sun….. yes even if it is a lake… Panas Siot…. Huhuhu….

A weird experience that I had during this visit to tasik kenyir. I was standing in the middle of the “sangkar” and noticing that every fish in there was watching me in the calmness of the lake… it’s like they all are watching food …aiyo….I hope it was not me the fish think as food…the species was “Siakap” and it does eat meat but erm….could they eaten me if I fall in the “sangkar”? scary thought indeed.. hehehe… Was staying at Tanjung Vista..and the beach was like..WOW!!…… and the hotel pool Was like WOW too!!!.. bu then me and Um liyana forgot to bring our swim attire so well we skip the dipping session… but then again the emerald green color of the lake water …..Really make you want to jump in the lake… huhuhu…

I was supposed to go visit my nephew romero in November…but the plan got rearrangement so..couldnt make it… sowie nephew…

Got and an early X’mas Present… TQ so much….!!! Huhuhu….a nice new camera…just in time for a full family portrait…. Hehehe…

Off to Tg Demong…early December…and in Tanjung Demong another weird experience… hehehe..fun though but weird… Kerapu Ketang…Panjang 1.5 meter, Berat paling kecil 105kg….Carnivor…if secara tetiba ben terjatuh kedalam kolam yang ada 19 ekor induk….ikan2 ni musti cakap “Bro mana cukup satu…!!!” wakaakakakaka…. But again Very fun Experience in Tg Demong and Sangkar Semerak… where lagi menakutkan the smaller size “Kerapu Ketang” which weigh 50kg…is just 15cm away…and yeah they can Jump out..huhuhuhu…..

A hectic few month at the end of the year I guess, I as I was writing this I thought of what I plan to do the whole of this year….I was very proud to say I complete my 7 books this year… I know I could have done more but with the only time I got some time reading is during the weekends and the few hour at night before I go to bed… so yeah… although I plan to read 10 Novel this year… I got 7 and that grand enough considering the time I have, was wondering in the three week before new year could I finish 3 more….I don’t think so…. but well its worth a try though…hehehe.

A lot of other stupid stuff happen but because of some reason where stupidity might cause a misunderstanding and a point of view that everyone lives revolve around the said stupidity factor.. I rather say that..Please don’t ruin my holiday mood by your stupidity….and just go away…!! Ingat mata diatas, tangan di dada…katakan “ada aku kisah??? Suka hati ko lar… ko kan chantek”(statement Fendi sanggat..but I like…hehehe..).

Complete the LSPR program..with distinction mind you hehehehe…(bangga ler kunun..)

Erm….what else…I lost 8kg then gain back 3kg…because of the Gym injury.. I guess it was the reason because since I stop going there after the injury … naik siot 3kg….aiyo…..!!

Another Island trip this year…Pangkor.. always nice… though its smaller and well not as hebat as Redang, it also have some dear memories to me….where everything start…..hehehe…but this year went with some wild friends… and not many people around since It was a public holiday….

Wrote to much already….continue when December is coming to an end huhuhu……cant wait for the holiday…!!!

OCTOBER....2010

Oktober…..bulan ke sepuluh dalam kalender…..bermakna tinggal dua bulan lagi tahun 2010 ini akan berakhir… huhuhu… aiyo…..!! huhuhu…

What happen in October? A month where October Feast is celebrated and all hollow eve… Owh Yeah… My Nephew Robby Burfday is this month.. Happy Burfday Nephew…!!! Be A good man…. And be ready for your exam.. …(Wah angkol yang gagah perkasa kan??? ) hehehe…

Where is my high school (secondary school) class mate? *Borneon Content* apa sudah jadi sama planning reunion kta tue? Update? Mana kamurang ni? Jangan gia msg di gambar si ronney saja update sama page juga bah.. hehehehe…*Borneon Content End*

One bad habit after using BlackBerry Phone is that the moment you wake up, the first thing that you do is open facebook… yes the ultimate addiction to the net… hehehehe… and YM is always on. But then again it is a great way to always keep in touch… Hence we human is a social being….so whut the heck rite….

October also marks another miles stone for me… finish my LSPR training With distinction mined you..!! And I am moving toward getting membership for the Malaysian chapter…. Why you ask? For fun… you see working under government come with a lot of waiting time…. So while you wait to move you self forward.. you fill you time with stuff like this… volunteering or other stuff… hehehe….

A urban hermit….. that what I like to describe myself….in Kuala Lumpur….you can be Carrie Bradshaw…. Or Samantha Jones…. Or Nathan Ford mined you… but I rather be a hermit… going on my journey…making people around me happy and myself along the way… Helping the community in my own way. How…? I am still searching that answer too..wakakakaka…. owh yeah October is also a prayer month… try to do more prayer this month ….

Awwhh… I just remember ..this month…October 2010 I was blushing like a 15^th year old boy for the second time this year…huhuhu….nak jadi gedik jap… *blush*blush*blush…..when was the first time? Check my posting on the moon shower…hehehehehe……

And October…the month I discover the anime Fairytale… peh….i like Tatania Erza with the Armor Magic…huhuhuhu….. fell in love with her…MAGIC …so to say lar hehehehehe….

October 2010 also is when I finally finish visiting all the state in Malaysia….the last needed destination was Kelantan.. hehehe…was fun although tiring… huhuhu…still enjoyable…*wink*wink*wink…

So that for October….2010….

The Post Raya Blog….

Huuhuhuhu it took a week to get over the Raya Holiday Syndrome hehehe… but it was a fun one indeed, fill with happening and much more…hehehehe…

Well it was the week after Raya holiday… so got some energy to do some “Samhain” cleaning….."summer end cleaning” hehehe…all hollow eve coming soon… was cleaning my drawer.. where I realize hey… i need a few stuff…

Stuff I Needed

1) 1 Kudroy Jean(Very good for office wear too, double usage)

2) One Box of New Boxer Short

3) One Box of New Brief

4) New Bed sheet , Pillow case and Bolsters case

So.. Spend the weekend window shopping planning the big shopping spree.. where I remember a friends who mention “AUSINO” Bed Sheet are the best and with 400 tread count, yes baby so nice…..So yeah got it…then to Wisma Campbell, the best place to shop for “Plus Size Cutest Person” like me and friends to shop for clothes, And yeah sale or no sale the price for plus size attire is never cheep, that is why we don’t shop that often, hehehe.. got my self a cargo pants and kudroy jeans and everything else there…I cant emphasize more on how nice this jeans are.. hehehehe. Yeah Once in a while… a nice shopping spree session is fun and actually help for stabilizing one’s mind huhuhuhu….Fun and tiring weekend …I am sorry if I couldn’t attend to all of the Open house invite…even my shopping spree was done in between attending raya open house that is why it was a tiring weekend indeed…. Huhuhu…

So Misi Pose tercapai?? T_T sadly no…cause only lost like 3 kg….and I think gain back all of it during raya heheheheehehhee……that all for the post Raya Blog..

The Huggable Ben

I Don’t Believe in Cupid Anymore……

Love is a joke….it lift you up for a while then drop you on hard ground.. wanted to do this post for sometime now… but never seem to get the courage to do so…but well after a few stuff happen around me… I don’t really believe True Love is available for everyone…do they exist??.. that one I can agree to…but is it for everyone? No … I don’t think so…. Maybe the Big Guy up there wants us to understand this…

3 years ago, I build a wall around my heart….cause I say to myself.. hey stop hurting it…udah ler wei sakit dow….and I was happy….how happy am I? Very happy indeed…everything was just for fun… nothing more nothing less….and all this time my heart grow stronger each day….being thankful for what I have ..why would I need anything else??…. Just focus on what I have….

Tapi kekadang terasa gak nak merindu dan dirindui….kekadang nak gak bermanja-manja..cudling….”guling2” “Gapus2”(Slang Sabah) tapi apakan daya…. Everytime I open my heart the risk of it getting hurt terlalu besaq….so this is me….. I am happy just like this….making other’s around me happy…. And stop asking me who I am involved with… cause if I am really involved with anyone… I rather keep it to myself. Cause even if I got hurt.. or If my heart are broken again.. you would never know… I put a smiling face…making sure that the people around me are happy…..this misery is mine and I alone should accept and handle it…

This is me …..

The Huggable Ben……

P/s….nope it doesn’t mean I stop being naughty……huhuhuhuhuhu…!!!!

Handbags Vs Backpack…..

Dah dekat sebulan tak buat weight…. Adei… selepas kejadian bulan lepas dimana terlalu excited sanggat main gym sampai injured shoulder muscle….but after three week sakit tak hilang2 gak, setakat kurang sakit ada ler…. Huhuhuhu..risau gak banyak sanggat makan pain killer ni… so gi jumpa doc balik nak mintak nasihat cam ner… perlu gi acupuncture ker?....The doc ask “ ada bawa benda2 berat tak kat shoulder?” “tak wat weight dah dekat tiga minggu dah….” “benda lain tak angkat ker?” “ Nope Just backpack jer…” “ owh….try not to put so much burden on your shoulder ben..” “ok I bring sling bag ler..” “nope sling beg pun put pressure…better not” “erk….so nak guna apa gi opis…..?” “ use hand bag…” “whut??????”

Adei… cam ner plak ni…..huhuhuhu tak leh ler wei… tapi fendi nyer hand bags tue nampak usefull gak, tapi kan…. I am so a Back Pack Person…huhuhu takkan nak bawa handbags kot gi opis…..huhuhuhu ……cedera parah punya pasal…..

Putrajaya dah jadi pusat untuk konsert…dan aktiviti best2…hari ni ada aktiviti “NITE-TON” ala-ala marathon malam gitew… ramai gak join… tapi paling best time runner semua lari2, lagu2 best blasting giler babai nyer kuat huhuhuhu……Idzuan ko tak nak bawa band ko buat show kat sini ker? Huhuhuhu……..

Tak dapat siapkan redecoration ngan system formatting untuk my workstation…so sok kene gak datang awal kene redeco and reformat balik semua…..korang tgk perubahan isnin ni yer.. huhuhu ……

The Huggable ben