Love is a joke….it lift you up for a while then drop you on hard ground.. wanted to do this post for sometime now… but never seem to get the courage to do so…but well after a few stuff happen around me… I don’t really believe True Love is available for everyone…do they exist??.. that one I can agree to…but is it for everyone? No … I don’t think so…. Maybe the Big Guy up there wants us to understand this…
3 years ago, I build a wall around my heart….cause I say to myself.. hey stop hurting it…udah ler wei sakit dow….and I was happy….how happy am I? Very happy indeed…everything was just for fun… nothing more nothing less….and all this time my heart grow stronger each day….being thankful for what I have ..why would I need anything else??…. Just focus on what I have….
Tapi kekadang terasa gak nak merindu dan dirindui….kekadang nak gak bermanja-manja..cudling….”guling2” “Gapus2”(Slang Sabah) tapi apakan daya…. Everytime I open my heart the risk of it getting hurt terlalu besaq….so this is me….. I am happy just like this….making other’s around me happy…. And stop asking me who I am involved with… cause if I am really involved with anyone… I rather keep it to myself. Cause even if I got hurt.. or If my heart are broken again.. you would never know… I put a smiling face…making sure that the people around me are happy…..this misery is mine and I alone should accept and handle it…
This is me …..
The Huggable Ben……
P/s….nope it doesn’t mean I stop being naughty……huhuhuhuhuhu…!!!!
