Blurry...!! a few day after the start of the month it pretty
much a blur to me. Can’t really find my rhythm, but then again have I really
found my rhythm yet here? I guess I haven’t grounded myself complexly yet.. Cause
I still find myself floating around.
Well I am
quite happy about my result last semester, got some ‘A’ and a ‘B’ but the greatest
feeling is knowing that the most confusing subject of them all I manage to pass
although not with flying colours but at least with a nice ‘B- ‘ which say you a
bit above average but not good enough to gain a political badge. I don’t mind
although I know N.22 would, but like who say I want a political future. Hahahaha...
Yesterday
I suddenly got a sweet tooth; I was craving for something sweet all day long. Weird..
not really just normally I could resist the temptation but well I fail miserably
and ate a slice of banana chocolate cake an two scoop of ice cream, plus 3
sweet buns. I think my blood sugar raise up to above abnormal I guess
hahahaha...
After such
a long time, finally gather the courage to submit a manuscripts for review, I don’t
aspect for it to gain so much impact that they want to publish it right away
but I would like to see what the editor say about my artwork that I had left
for such a long time. And find a few projects after that too, so be doing some
more artwork to fill up my time and maybe finally grounded myself here. Finding
my footing here.
I miss
my anchor so much, I remember that these anchor was my footing before and now
they seem to be so far away. Although not really that far but I guess the
closeness are not there anymore. Hurmmmm.. But well the only thing that is
constant is change, so I have to accept it and well maybe I find some new thing
as an anchor for me here. Finding them is crucial, because I need them... I think...well
at least with them life would be a bit more fun and spicy...
Well that all for today I guess
The huggable Ben
