The December Post

Well another year have gone by…a very good year indeed… although some weird foolish stuff happen at almost the end of the year. It was a good one in a whole. Life is a circle…a wheel like a wise monk told me before… you enjoy the moment when you’re on top and brace yourself when you’re at the bottom.

Finally got to bring ayah back to my hometown… although I was not able to drive him around like how I planned it in the beginning. But all ends wells I guess..I found out that there this “monitor” which keep a close eye on my Facebook page… and always try to related what I say in my page as referring to this person… which I am not sure why…and yeah I know it kind of stupid because this person in not even in my friends list but maybe “this person” really like people to talk about “this person” and because now nobody really care about “this person”..this person tries really hard to raise the issue that everyone is out there to get “this person”….my advise to this person whom I know who be reading this…baik ko jadi artist wei… kontroversi jer ko punya point !! mengalahkan artist Malaysia siot!! Blah lar….

“Huggy woggy” it been a while since I used this word…since I say to myself that, there only one “Huggy woggy” in my life…and I was rite… there only one “huggy woggy” and I lost it ever since… my nephew told me that he saw my old blog…from three years back… and yeah.. the blog kindda remind me of it.. but then again I found my husky warewolf this year… and my husky always make me smile since I found it..hugging my husky wolf!!! A new smile I found…thank you my husky wolf!!! for making me smile again…!!

Christmas this year was a mild one…spend time with the family and all...dinner yang simple, the breakfast ngan satay…yeah I know weird Christmas dishes …but ok juga bah…. With all the family.. hehehe… so now..let’s prepare for new year…

had a great 10th reunion of SM St Mary Limbahau papar class of 2000...Sebab GPRS jak di rumah ni internet...jadi pic kana load bila sia pegi kk kio kawan2 hehehe.....let try to make a big one next year k guys...(kanapa bah sia tida bulih tag si rose ni?.....)

I am hoping that my desk in the office is still in tact when I get back next year.. hehehe..

IT Was supposed to be In November

Menulis Blog/notes ini sambil dihiburkan dengan alunan guitar harp mainan Andy Mckee…huhuhu sanggat best…

This is supposed to be the November post, but because life became a bit too hectic recently, so lar very the tak dapat jumpa time yang sesuai to just sit down a write. If I am a part time writer and I have a dateline during the three month then abis ker my editor mengamuk… huhuhuhu….

So what happen on November…?... Well went to Tasik Kenyir, a place call Sg COMO.. where the Huge “Sangkar Ikan” because… they 10 block and each block have 200 sangkar each.... and we have to check each sangkar.. under the sun….. yes even if it is a lake… Panas Siot…. Huhuhu….

A weird experience that I had during this visit to tasik kenyir. I was standing in the middle of the “sangkar” and noticing that every fish in there was watching me in the calmness of the lake… it’s like they all are watching food …aiyo….I hope it was not me the fish think as food…the species was “Siakap” and it does eat meat but erm….could they eaten me if I fall in the “sangkar”? scary thought indeed.. hehehe… Was staying at Tanjung Vista..and the beach was like..WOW!!…… and the hotel pool Was like WOW too!!!.. bu then me and Um liyana forgot to bring our swim attire so well we skip the dipping session… but then again the emerald green color of the lake water …..Really make you want to jump in the lake… huhuhu…

I was supposed to go visit my nephew romero in November…but the plan got rearrangement so..couldnt make it… sowie nephew…

Got and an early X’mas Present… TQ so much….!!! Huhuhu….a nice new camera…just in time for a full family portrait…. Hehehe…

Off to Tg Demong…early December…and in Tanjung Demong another weird experience… hehehe..fun though but weird… Kerapu Ketang…Panjang 1.5 meter, Berat paling kecil 105kg….Carnivor…if secara tetiba ben terjatuh kedalam kolam yang ada 19 ekor induk….ikan2 ni musti cakap “Bro mana cukup satu…!!!” wakaakakakaka…. But again Very fun Experience in Tg Demong and Sangkar Semerak… where lagi menakutkan the smaller size “Kerapu Ketang” which weigh 50kg…is just 15cm away…and yeah they can Jump out..huhuhuhu…..

A hectic few month at the end of the year I guess, I as I was writing this I thought of what I plan to do the whole of this year….I was very proud to say I complete my 7 books this year… I know I could have done more but with the only time I got some time reading is during the weekends and the few hour at night before I go to bed… so yeah… although I plan to read 10 Novel this year… I got 7 and that grand enough considering the time I have, was wondering in the three week before new year could I finish 3 more….I don’t think so…. but well its worth a try though…hehehe.

A lot of other stupid stuff happen but because of some reason where stupidity might cause a misunderstanding and a point of view that everyone lives revolve around the said stupidity factor.. I rather say that..Please don’t ruin my holiday mood by your stupidity….and just go away…!! Ingat mata diatas, tangan di dada…katakan “ada aku kisah??? Suka hati ko lar… ko kan chantek”(statement Fendi sanggat..but I like…hehehe..).

Complete the LSPR program..with distinction mind you hehehehe…(bangga ler kunun..)

Erm….what else…I lost 8kg then gain back 3kg…because of the Gym injury.. I guess it was the reason because since I stop going there after the injury … naik siot 3kg….aiyo…..!!

Another Island trip this year…Pangkor.. always nice… though its smaller and well not as hebat as Redang, it also have some dear memories to me….where everything start…..hehehe…but this year went with some wild friends… and not many people around since It was a public holiday….

Wrote to much already….continue when December is coming to an end huhuhu……cant wait for the holiday…!!!

OCTOBER....2010

Oktober…..bulan ke sepuluh dalam kalender…..bermakna tinggal dua bulan lagi tahun 2010 ini akan berakhir… huhuhu… aiyo…..!! huhuhu…

What happen in October? A month where October Feast is celebrated and all hollow eve… Owh Yeah… My Nephew Robby Burfday is this month.. Happy Burfday Nephew…!!! Be A good man…. And be ready for your exam.. …(Wah angkol yang gagah perkasa kan??? ) hehehe…

Where is my high school (secondary school) class mate? *Borneon Content* apa sudah jadi sama planning reunion kta tue? Update? Mana kamurang ni? Jangan gia msg di gambar si ronney saja update sama page juga bah.. hehehehe…*Borneon Content End*

One bad habit after using BlackBerry Phone is that the moment you wake up, the first thing that you do is open facebook… yes the ultimate addiction to the net… hehehehe… and YM is always on. But then again it is a great way to always keep in touch… Hence we human is a social being….so whut the heck rite….

October also marks another miles stone for me… finish my LSPR training With distinction mined you..!! And I am moving toward getting membership for the Malaysian chapter…. Why you ask? For fun… you see working under government come with a lot of waiting time…. So while you wait to move you self forward.. you fill you time with stuff like this… volunteering or other stuff… hehehe….

A urban hermit….. that what I like to describe myself….in Kuala Lumpur….you can be Carrie Bradshaw…. Or Samantha Jones…. Or Nathan Ford mined you… but I rather be a hermit… going on my journey…making people around me happy and myself along the way… Helping the community in my own way. How…? I am still searching that answer too..wakakakaka…. owh yeah October is also a prayer month… try to do more prayer this month ….

Awwhh… I just remember ..this month…October 2010 I was blushing like a 15^th year old boy for the second time this year…huhuhu….nak jadi gedik jap… *blush*blush*blush…..when was the first time? Check my posting on the moon shower…hehehehehe……

And October…the month I discover the anime Fairytale… peh….i like Tatania Erza with the Armor Magic…huhuhuhu….. fell in love with her…MAGIC …so to say lar hehehehehe….

October 2010 also is when I finally finish visiting all the state in Malaysia….the last needed destination was Kelantan.. hehehe…was fun although tiring… huhuhu…still enjoyable…*wink*wink*wink…

So that for October….2010….

The Post Raya Blog….

Huuhuhuhu it took a week to get over the Raya Holiday Syndrome hehehe… but it was a fun one indeed, fill with happening and much more…hehehehe…

Well it was the week after Raya holiday… so got some energy to do some “Samhain” cleaning….."summer end cleaning” hehehe…all hollow eve coming soon… was cleaning my drawer.. where I realize hey… i need a few stuff…

Stuff I Needed

1) 1 Kudroy Jean(Very good for office wear too, double usage)

2) One Box of New Boxer Short

3) One Box of New Brief

4) New Bed sheet , Pillow case and Bolsters case

So.. Spend the weekend window shopping planning the big shopping spree.. where I remember a friends who mention “AUSINO” Bed Sheet are the best and with 400 tread count, yes baby so nice…..So yeah got it…then to Wisma Campbell, the best place to shop for “Plus Size Cutest Person” like me and friends to shop for clothes, And yeah sale or no sale the price for plus size attire is never cheep, that is why we don’t shop that often, hehehe.. got my self a cargo pants and kudroy jeans and everything else there…I cant emphasize more on how nice this jeans are.. hehehehe. Yeah Once in a while… a nice shopping spree session is fun and actually help for stabilizing one’s mind huhuhuhu….Fun and tiring weekend …I am sorry if I couldn’t attend to all of the Open house invite…even my shopping spree was done in between attending raya open house that is why it was a tiring weekend indeed…. Huhuhu…

So Misi Pose tercapai?? T_T sadly no…cause only lost like 3 kg….and I think gain back all of it during raya heheheheehehhee……that all for the post Raya Blog..

The Huggable Ben

I Don’t Believe in Cupid Anymore……

Love is a joke….it lift you up for a while then drop you on hard ground.. wanted to do this post for sometime now… but never seem to get the courage to do so…but well after a few stuff happen around me… I don’t really believe True Love is available for everyone…do they exist??.. that one I can agree to…but is it for everyone? No … I don’t think so…. Maybe the Big Guy up there wants us to understand this…

3 years ago, I build a wall around my heart….cause I say to myself.. hey stop hurting it…udah ler wei sakit dow….and I was happy….how happy am I? Very happy indeed…everything was just for fun… nothing more nothing less….and all this time my heart grow stronger each day….being thankful for what I have ..why would I need anything else??…. Just focus on what I have….

Tapi kekadang terasa gak nak merindu dan dirindui….kekadang nak gak bermanja-manja..cudling….”guling2” “Gapus2”(Slang Sabah) tapi apakan daya…. Everytime I open my heart the risk of it getting hurt terlalu besaq….so this is me….. I am happy just like this….making other’s around me happy…. And stop asking me who I am involved with… cause if I am really involved with anyone… I rather keep it to myself. Cause even if I got hurt.. or If my heart are broken again.. you would never know… I put a smiling face…making sure that the people around me are happy…..this misery is mine and I alone should accept and handle it…

This is me …..

The Huggable Ben……

P/s….nope it doesn’t mean I stop being naughty……huhuhuhuhuhu…!!!!

Handbags Vs Backpack…..

Dah dekat sebulan tak buat weight…. Adei… selepas kejadian bulan lepas dimana terlalu excited sanggat main gym sampai injured shoulder muscle….but after three week sakit tak hilang2 gak, setakat kurang sakit ada ler…. Huhuhuhu..risau gak banyak sanggat makan pain killer ni… so gi jumpa doc balik nak mintak nasihat cam ner… perlu gi acupuncture ker?....The doc ask “ ada bawa benda2 berat tak kat shoulder?” “tak wat weight dah dekat tiga minggu dah….” “benda lain tak angkat ker?” “ Nope Just backpack jer…” “ owh….try not to put so much burden on your shoulder ben..” “ok I bring sling bag ler..” “nope sling beg pun put pressure…better not” “erk….so nak guna apa gi opis…..?” “ use hand bag…” “whut??????”

Adei… cam ner plak ni…..huhuhuhu tak leh ler wei… tapi fendi nyer hand bags tue nampak usefull gak, tapi kan…. I am so a Back Pack Person…huhuhu takkan nak bawa handbags kot gi opis…..huhuhuhu ……cedera parah punya pasal…..

Putrajaya dah jadi pusat untuk konsert…dan aktiviti best2…hari ni ada aktiviti “NITE-TON” ala-ala marathon malam gitew… ramai gak join… tapi paling best time runner semua lari2, lagu2 best blasting giler babai nyer kuat huhuhuhu……Idzuan ko tak nak bawa band ko buat show kat sini ker? Huhuhuhu……..

Tak dapat siapkan redecoration ngan system formatting untuk my workstation…so sok kene gak datang awal kene redeco and reformat balik semua…..korang tgk perubahan isnin ni yer.. huhuhu ……

The Huggable ben

The Spanish Guitar and The Treasure

I don’t know why this song have being playing in my head since last nite…adei rasa lonely sanggat…..masuk opis plak…Meja clear jer… keje dah selesai…bos attend meeting lagi ler sepi….keje hakiki pun dah siap kat atas….tgu mr postmen jer ambik…last2 a lonely morning at the office… with this song….playing over and over again in my head……

Spanish Guitar By Toni Braxton

A smoky room, a small cafe
They come to hear you play
And drink and dance the night away
I sit out in the crowd
And close my eyes
Dream you're mine
But you don't know
You don't even know that I am there

I wish that I was in your arms
Like that Spanish guitar
And you would play me through the night
'Till the dawn
I wish you'd hold me in your arms
Like that Spanish guitar
All night long, all night long
I'd be your song, I'd be your song

Steal my heart with every note you play
I pray you'll look my way
And hold me to your heart someday
I long to be the one that you caress with
tenderness
And you don't know
You don't even know that I exist

I wish that I was in your arms
Like that Spanish guitar
And you would play me through the night
'Till the dawn
I wish you'd hold me in your arms
Like that Spanish guitar
All night long, all night long
I'd be your song, I'd be your song

Te sientas entre la gente
Cierras tu ojos
Y suenas que soy tuyo
Pero yo no siquiera se que estas ahi
Me gustaria tenerte entre mis brazos amor

I sit out in the crowd
And close my eyes
Dream you're mine
And you don't know
You don't even know that I exist

I wish that I was in your arms
Like that Spanish guitar
And you would play me through the night
'Till the dawn
I wish you'd hold me in your arms
Like that Spanish guitar
All night long, all night long
I'd be your song, I'd be your song

The Treasure….(notes inspired by the ELECTRA Movie)

I was a new treasure once.. a treasure which come every once a while, and where I cause a lot of havoc toward the world…where treasure hunter fought over me….everyone wanted to learn what so special about this treasure….. and after a while and all that research by all that treasure hunter….. they come to term, where they think that they already learn enough from this treasure. And now lot more new treasure, rare gems are appearing…. And this old gems, this old treasure got forgotten I guess….I ask myself, why was I the first treasure to appear not when the world was most exciting than when I first appear..?, I realize… as a previous treasure.. this old gems serve as guide to the new gems…. Sitting at the pedestal this old gems acquiring more secret and value…value which the treasure hunter once thought they had finally figure out….don’t get me wrong, treasure hunter still search for this old gems..but this time this old gems turn the table around, cause this time this treasure choose which treasure hunter should find the secret…the secret of this old gems, this old treasure… huhuhu cam buat novel plak… korang yang tak paham tgk ceta Electra dulu baru korang paham maksud ben…huhuhuhu…..

The Full Moon Shower……

A tradition where on the full moon we pay our respect to our ancestor by taking a bath under the full moon around the prepare ancestor altar….. begitu lar kiranya explaination in English huhuhu…..

Malam tadi mmg agak down memori lane… huhuhu…..teringat zaman muda remaja… 16 tahun gitew baru abis PMR… baru nak kenal dunia luar…dapat pengalaman2 yang indah dan menarik…huhuhhuhu…… nak tahu pengalaman2 pe.. kene ceta face2face ler mana bleh tulis dalam notes…..tapi pengalaman when masih innocent sanggat ler… huhuhuhu buat notes pun pipi kte jadi merah huhuhuhuhu…..

My Pet Buffalo dah ada new baby buffalo dah balik baru upload Photo huhuhu ……

My Crystal Search tak berapa berjaya… terlalu banyak crytal masak dah… mmg cantek tapi takde originality…..so well tak dapat semua yang dicari but yes dapat gak….

Nak simpan Beard cam Robby Romero….jambang cam bear gitu… tapi tetiba Grandmum cakap..nanti nampak cam “Panjahat” aka bad guy….. “whut??? but grandmum…..!!” nope she doesn’t like her grandson to have to thick facial hair at all… so tak leh ler buat mcm bear mcm robby , have to be 15yo forever….huhuhuhu… hey when 15yo pun banyak pengalam masam-masam manis huhuhu… belas2 lagi umur time tue..huhuhuhu…. …

Seem nothing much had happen….but It was a great break for once after all this while….

Balik sudah bisuk, siou lar kepada kawan2 yang inda sampat jumpa…kta minum2 lain kali kio jgn ko susah hati huhuhu……

And Back to my hectic working life once again….

Father’s Day Notes….

Its Father’s day and for the whole of last week, I can’t stop thinking nak bagi ape kat Bapa,Ayah ngan dad ben…..huhuhu… This is not as easy as mother’s day… cause you cant give candy to them…so tak sesuai.. huhuhu… was thinking of maybe a Cuban Cigar? Bapa ben musti suka but my mum would smack me .. and yelling “risk factor ben, risk factor!!!” betul gak.. cannot ler…For Ayah plak no don’t think so..ayah don’t smoke and so does dad…so no Cuban cigar for them too..huhu… wait, maybe a tie?... Bapa ben dah retired so I don’t think he would like a tie…..the only time I saw Ayah wear a tie was in a picture when he got his Anugerah cermerlang in 2006….Dad would probably like it..but.. erm…I do not know how to choose a tie…since I don’t use them myself huhuhu….. maybe a Football Jersey… Bapa Ben tgk Badminton… I am not sure if Ayah minat bola sepak…Dad is fully committed to Bowling …so yeah tak sesuai gak…..

Then it got me thinking..why am I trying to get something that is not my style? Huhuhu…. So Pa…..wait until Ben balik kio…Lunch at Gayang ok you choose the dishes!! Huhuhu.. Ayah..kne tgu ben balik opis yer… ada ler ben bawa balik tue… and Dad.. I am gonna get you that.. Ruyi Crystal..(laboratory made yer dad can’t really afford the jade one hehehe…) huhuhu..good for your desk…and good feng shui gak.. huhuhu….

So to all the dad out there..Happy Father’s Day… I hope you enjoy your day today…..and I guess you guys wish I am your son rite? Wakakakakakaka…..

P/s Najmi and Izzat..udah ler ngan Ps2..tue… gi tolong ayah hari ni yer…huhuhu…

Penat ..tapi Gumbira…huhuhuhu…..

Yeap Hari ni penat skit… awal pagi tadi agak seday gak sebab gelang Tiger eyes ben putus dan beteraburan di atas platform LRT… ntah ler cam ner boleh kene sepit antara pintu tue… secara tiba jer pintu tue snap ben OTW out huhhuhuhu…. First time kene sepit pintu LRT…huhuhu.. malu gak skit but whatever ler….

Hari ni banyak duduk menunggu.. kerana suara ben hilang akibat cuba meniru kelantangan suara Jacqueline Victor (kunun..sebenarnya akibat demam, sore throat ler huhuhu…) ben tak leh ganas2 hari ni so… banyak mengenang kenangan2 indah yang ben tak leh lupa…dapat peluk2 …kiss2…. Guling2….ops..huhuhu Obscene plak Notes ari ni huhuhuhu… But yeah kenangan yang ben akan cherish seumur hidup ben…Thank you for the memories…….

Sepanjang hari senyum jer ben..walaupun gelang crystal tue putus.. .. banyak fond memories gak ngan gelang tue.. huhuhu… makin tak sabar nak balik kampong plak.. nak cari crystal lagi huhuhu…..

Thank you nurul cover jaga Directorat hari ni…. Sowie Dato tak reti guna e-tiket tue silap print plak.. huhuhu…Lily ben rasa kene blanja ko makan NASIK AYAM ler…tak pun Satay Kajang….*huhuhuhu…..

Lewat gilos masuk opis, tapi result hari ni semua ok…. Semua mengembirakan ben… I cherish today…. Wah gitew…..huhuhu… seharian takde suara ni teringin nak gi Karaoke… Cam ner min? zain? Huhuhu Red Box? Boleh??? Huhuhu…

Pe2 pun hari ni Penat *wink*wink* tapi still Gumbira *wink*wink*

The Huggable ben...

In Quest Of the Chicken Teriyaki Don Bento….

Other than house work, cleaning my messy but comfortable room and playing PS.. takde apa menda lain nak buat on a Saturday morning.... tetiba dapat call dari member, “ Hey wanna have a Japanase lunch?” “ yeah sure let’s find a Bento..so Gi ler Jaya Jusco sebab ada Japanese Kitchen there…Bought a fine Looking Chicken Teriyaki Bento and Onigiri bento… huhuhu… Very the nice.. tapi takde tempat nak makan sebab food court penuh.. so gi Berjaya Time Square Sebab rancang nak tengok wayang petang tue….dah beli tiket… nak tgu show.. kira nak main bowling… Lalu depan Game arcade….. Time ni kosong jer kedai tue.. member ajak…”wei aku dah lama tak main DDR ler..Jom battle!!” *DDR-Dance Dance Revolution* tengok keliling takde orang lansung…”Why not?” so this 125kg Guy went on the machine and start dancing… abis first round huhuhu…fun plak…lonjak2.. dua2 masing2 ada gaya tersendiri tak ikut sanggat pun screen huhuhu…Second round member pilih lagu yang giler skit.. kali ni siap pusing2 lagi sbb nak sanggat score kan wakakakaka….. abis second round baru perasaan.. penuh dah kedai ngan orang ramai…muka dah naik merahni…. mak aii… tak mau sambung ler ramai nyer orang tengok….. huhuhuhu….tapi still ada last round … huhuhu… JOM BABE LET GO!!! Pilih lagu latin siot…..!!!! keluar ler semua gaya latin yang ntah mana pernah nampak sebelum ni wakakakakakaka… dah siap 3^rd round tue tepukan gemuruh dari para penonton….wakakaka…hilang malu kejap… Huhuhuhuhu…best gak tapi fuh penat dow…. At least battle Double dapat ranking second… naseb baik mesin tak meletup gergasi “GORGEOUS” ni melompat-lompat diatasnya wakakakakakakakakaka…. Last-last makan bento sambil tengok wayang (Bento diseludup dalam Beg)…. Malam td tapak kaki rasa cam dah jadi mash potato siot.. wakakakakaka…….But A very nice Sarturday in June indeed..huhuhu…..

The Huggable Ben

Owh The "Bites"... huhuhuhu....Ingat "Twilight" ker??

So pagi bermula ngan hecticnyer... nak siapkan semua kerja... dalam hectic2 tue tetiba jer kamisah cakap "mak aii sapa gigit tue...!!" erk..huhuhuhu..tak perasan lagi time ni..huhuhu.... pastu fendi gi tampar2 kte plak... "amboi....siap tanda2 lagi" so ler tak perasan ada tanda kat leher plak....Ruam jer ler(cover baik nyer...!!)

Paling best plak..Ayah dok interogate plak....
"Ni sapa plak yang buat ni?"
*tukar topik* "Eh.. dokument ni kat mana ayah simpan erk?"..
Siasatan diteruskan..
"kat mana buat ni?" " Kat Umah ker??"
*Tukar topik lagi* " Ayah.. budak2 exam dah start ke??" "ok ker budak2?"
interogation berterusan lagi..
"orang mana yang buat ni?.."
Percubaan tukar topic kali yang ketiga...
"Eh Ayah nak pelan bangunan tue biler? urgent ker? nak ben tolong gi mintak ker?"
Berjaya akhirnya.. trus lupa topic asal dan terus bincang pasal Pelan bangunan... huhuhuhu....

HUHUHU..As i say before...i am still the naughty me.. huhuhu....I cherish the gift.. but because i did not realize it was there, was unable to cover it at all....huhuhu...
ala-ala kantoi but like tak pe ler... suka pun ada gift ni yang last like for a few more days...

lama dah tak rasa kecoh cam ni huhuhu... best plak sekali-sekala.. huhuhuhu

P.s Ruper2nyer Kak Maznah dah nampak semalam tapi tak bagitahu sebab takut ben terasa plak...huhuhu.....

I was born to make you happy…..

People ask me, why am I still single, and well I can easily brush off that question by saying I am just waiting for the rite one… my soul mate ( just like what Um liyana wrote last week huhuhu…)…. But that does not stop me form being the naughty me….

Then I heard this song from Britney spears.. “I was born to make you happy”… and I realize.. yeah maybe that why…I was born to make you all happy .. in my own special way to each individual in my life..when you enter my life, I am there to make you happy… and only when you no longer happy with me then you are no longer in my life…but well if you not happy why stay rite? But today I was told I am, by more than 3 person…and my heart was like wow.. semangat kerja semakin meningkat dan kerja harus selesai hari ni gak… Muahahahaha….. sanggat bertenaga….huhuhu…

I may not be the richest person you ever meet ( but I am working on it..), I may not be the most good looking person you ever meet ( I am not Taylor Lautner..but I am the cutest)… But I can assure you.. being my friend will put lot of smile in your life, a guarantee shoulder to cry on, and an open ear and heart to talk to… I am happy mode today…!!! Huhuhu

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Bunyi cam ada orang bercakap, actualy ada vent dari aras 17 sampai bawah so bunyi klu ada orang dari memana tingkat bleh dgr cam kat aras kte jer...

Bunyi cam ada orang cari barang tue sebenarnyer datang dari alat penyembur penwangi tue.... sekali lagi klu ko sorang2 mmg bunyi cam orang cari barang......

Tapi paling tak ler nak explain adalah pada jam 3 pagi ( robby time ben nak gi tidoq tue) tetiba jer printer meja farah tue On secara sendirinya dah print out repot..... fara cakap klu report selalu kene tekan butang hijau mesin tue baru dier print.... huhuhuhu... tambahan plak tetiba bulu roma menegak dan ben tutup siasatan ngan membawa bantal lalu tidoq di surau lelaki kat podium 2....huhuhuhu....

berikut laporan siasatan paranormal di pejabat Aras 4 Wisma tani 4G2

Its something I want…

A few days ago I had this dream, in the dream I wanted something so much… I was watching the fruit basket anime again and I heard this immortal word’s …”I wanted you to tell me how it feels to receive the diploma in your hand”…..but for me…I want you to tell me how it feel to receive the degree in your hand… My friends are having their convocation next week, Congrad to you guys, especially jenny and fatin… but I am a bit

jealous…. I want to hold a degree too….

This year I had found a place where the possibility of continuing my degree, but…… Would my boss allow me? The program have a 3 weeks intensive program that require you to stay at the University.....Yeap USM…. Huhuhu… but why not try asking first rite??...huhuhu…

Just got back form the KPSL Exam….damnn…. Peperiksaan Kertas Undang-Undang dier giler babas tahap naga berapi punya level huhuhuhu…. Cedera parah wei…..Sure2 tahun depan ambik lagi huhuhu… sedey wei.. tapi nak wat cam ner…takde experience lagi .. so harap2 ada dua paper pass ler.. bleh focus study undang-undang jer…. Huhuhu……

Dah dua hari buat walking keliling persiaran perdana, dapat ilham dari pengalam hari belia….. dua kali walking up and down this boulevard would count as a 2 KM walk huhuhuhu.. lengkap training… hehehehe….PSP.. masih dalam usaha…..huhuhu…

Bukan PSP jer… ni tgk tgk klu bleh dapat PS3 gak ni….mau study kaka….tapi main game juga kuat huhuhu… inda bulih jadi ni wakakaka……

I need to get my head together again, need to focus in the BIG PLAN….What the BIG PLAN? Tgu lar akan datang…huhuhu…

The Huggable ben

Calming Weekend..

Well A hectic week...ben pun rasa sanggat stress... miss gym workout because terlalu banyak keje nak selesaikan... semua task nak urgent..takde yang nak ble2 bleh siapkan...or take your time kinda task..... need a rest so much.. jadi biler dapat peluang nak go out kl for a while....ambik jer terus...

Life is more than just work...got romance and friendship to think about too... or dont forget family..

althought dalam hieraki kepentingan..1) family 2) Self 3)Career 4) Friends 5) romance....

So over 80% masa kene focus kat these stuff.. although recently jadi semakin menjadi2 plak... num 2,4 and 5 kene neglect....

event Office bebaru ni mencecah tahap migrain.. sampai tak leh nak tahan dah trus pengsan...sowie ayah buat dier risau jer.. huhuhu... ben ok sebenarnyer.. cuma pening2 skit jer..

So weekend ni ben kat ner??....Penang...sebenarnyer the journey here dah mmg very relaxing..pulau sayak have a beutiful beachs and the dawn view of the sea is something very beautiful indeed....and calming ...buat sun salutation pose subuh2..huhuhu..best giler....bangga dapat buat yoga dah hehehe...

well semenjak Deman Ghost Hunter ni... i learn something new...i am an Empath....what is a empath?

"Empathy is the capacity to think and feel oneself into the inner life of another person-def by Heinz Kohut"

actualy kebolehan yang membolehkan anda merasa perasaan orang lain, which is like at first wow..this is rare...tapi sebenarnya it is very normal... out of 10000 people...100 are empath..hehehe..

Last nite main badminton ngan mang,limin and the boys...the agility semakin ok cuma teknik kene improve..best gak lama sanggat tak main badminton ni..huhuu..and P.s main ben tak semput occay...just dehydrate sanggat, kurang air huhuhuhuhu.....

nak gi feringgi plak hari ni...nak sanggat catch up ngan my series colection...huhuhu..

yes i am relaxs.....calm......and rejuvanate....

The Huggable Ben

The Day i went out for shopping...

Well... it was Sunday, and yes at first i tot, i was just gonna rest at home and watch movie, then i realize i need a hair cut.

So i went to my usual barber shop and had a hair cut, had lunch at this nice little restaurant and had a quite a large Brunch so to say... with all that food i felt very much alive and energetic. so i decide to go window shopping to my favorite mall...Time Square.. My favorite mall because very easy to get to.. and there a big book store there.

when i reach Time square, i remember i need a deodorant spray, the one at home is almost finish. So i walk to guardian, and take the deodorant spray and the i tot, i need a shaving cream, and shampoo, and vitamin c supplement and some aroma therapy candle....i ended up spending almost rm70. then with all that stuff i went to Borders, sat at Starbucks and read a few book that was nice... until i saw a Paulo Coelho Books in title The Witch Of Portobello. its written in such a way that it got me mesmerized. Just like his book the alchemist and Brida. i totally love those books, but i didnt buy them. i finish reading them at the store.. yeah i know i am cheap, but it was hard cover and cost almost rm100. lucky this book was paper back..something i can affords so.. on the day ben went shopping i spend more than RM100 to buy all the stuff and my new book!!! huhuhu i am feeling very happy indeed....

The Huggable ben

One of those Friday...

Well the thing about this Friday, there is actually nothing to look forward to in Saturday so i dont get to excited about the whole weekend stuff. so let me see what have i done today that seem to be more conducive to my being....nothing..just work and work i guess.

today was Ijah last day, Glad that she finally gain a permanent job, hope for great success for you ijah.

I found out yesterday that i could do simple Yoga exercise. The leaning panther, the sun salutation, and the one where you arching you back while it flat.. cant actually do the more complex pose, but at least i am getting my flexibility back after all this year. Dont really wish to go slim, i dont have any plan to slim down, Like i said before, I go to the gym to maximize my stamina so i can play more position and maximum pleasure... huhuhu..Plus it my health i guess i need to take care my body more better than the past few years.. i was 300lbs when i started now i am at 247lbs.. hope to go down more and probably i be able to do a back flip soon who knows rite? hihihihihi..

P/s i was watching paul blart:mall cop then i notice i want kevin james body when he was in "The Kings of Queen" let go ben....

The Huggable Ben

April Post

Dah masuk bulan april dah ni.. lama plak tak update blog.. ikut hati nak update hari2 tapi well masa tak bagi banyak peluang nak update...

Erm... letih gak nak berhadapan ngan pelbagai delema dan drama di sekitar kita. sama ada personal or office. tapi klu semua smooth jer..boring la plak nanti kan, jadi biar jer ler...kte blajaq dari pengalaman-pengalaman kita seharian.

Ben dah mula maintain health dengan gigih....maintain gula ngan BP pastu gi gym and wah...dah turun 2 kg lagi..... huhuhu....tahun 2008 pass pose berjaya turun 7 kilo, mana ler tahu sebelum pose tahun ni dah kurang lebih dari tue... so boleh raya sakan...wakakakakaka.... kene gi tempah baju raya untuk tahun ni plak.. kene set bajet awal.. huhuhu....

Malam ni kene pose dah..sok kene gi blood test pastu ada meeting APC plak petang...hurm..another hectic day i guess...yang penting koir makin ok... thanks fendi... huhuhu.....

ok nak balik lar.. penat dah dari gym hari ni...

The huggable ben

my burfday post....

Wah.....umo dah 27 tahun dah.... huhuhu...

3 tahun lagi nak masuk 30-an dah... erm.. where my list of things to do before i am 30 YO

huhuhu.. actualy there is a lot that i have complete.

1.Go oversea (done)

2.Learn music (done)

3.Join EMS team (done)

4.Active member of an NGO (PDM)(DONE)

5.Go holiday on a exotic island (Redang 2008) (done)

6.Involed in teaching (Done)

7.Get Back to 42 inch waist..(OTW)

8.Gain the ability to do back flip (what?? can what??)

9.Go Japan (not yet lar)

10.Martial art( still in training)

this is only ten, actualy got a lot, tapi not sure where i put the rest.. huhuhuhu..

thanks for the wish y'all...

Hohohoho...what else to do today?? maybe something fun.... huhuhuu

P/s Muka di harijadi yang ke-27 pic kat post ni....

Holiday mood...

I have this weird ability to fortell lotery num.. but until now i am only able to win rm13.00 and Rm 19.00 from my last play. Funny rite... hehehehe but i must not make it a habit.. huhuhuhu...

i am at the office try to finish a few errant that i wasnt able to finish last friday. I think i pull a muscle and cant lift my left arm above my chest.. adei...injured plak... but nooo.. i will not ditter my spirit to keep going to the gym huhuhuhu....

Yesterday i wen to time square just for a stroll, i bought a cup of tall vanila latte..and read a book in Border for lika 5 minute and end up sleeping on the couch for an hour and a half, i hope i did not snore...huhuhu... but it was fun day yesterday...

took some medicine just now now i am feeling light headed and sleepy at the same time... huhuhu

i want to go on a holiday, my body is telling me that i really need too...it malfunctioning even more often than usual. so maybe i might just do that

the huggable ben

14 pisau...

Semalam ben gi tengok wayang tajuk 14 pisau.. huhu, hebat ada alatan yang fit for all occasion

tapi setelah separuh jalan cerita tue, ben masih tak paham, sapa yang berlakon watak villain dalam wayang ni?

sebab dari semua POV, setiap watak tue ada penjelasan mengapa mereka buat cam tue dan klu lihat pada konteks masa,tempat, tradisi dan sejarah... semua orang kira baik in his or her own way.

op kos ler ada dua watak baik, zhao wei ngan Jugde of the Desert ala2 robin hood of slik road... huhuhu

i like the weapon also. sabit Jugde ngan "tuo tuo" snake sword.. hebat... pandai penulis mereka pedang2 ni...klu ada can nak dapatkan replika of kos i beli nyer huhuhu...

apa lagi erk?? ermm.. deman dah surut dah, tapi kapala fell a bit light, cam mamai2 skit..

anyway yes another monday... huhuhu...

The Huggable Ben

A good Admin Assistant...

How am I supose to explain this to you....an admin assistant is not a simple job, that you can take for granted. And secretary have even more skill to master.

and if you think you can survive as an admin assistant just because of your looks think again...and dont think because of your look you can get away with anything...

for example, when you get to your desk, and saw a few document, dont ask why the document is there, check what is the document and if it is your work, then do it, if not the pass it to those in charge. but normally if the document is on top of your table it is your work.

Plus we are administrator, so we administer...even if that task is not directly our task to perform if we are ask to do it, we should, if you dont like to do office work and only want to "MENGANGKANG" and wait for your husband to lick your P**** then just resign lar.. no need to add the burden of the office trying to manage your personal problem.....your problem solve it yourself..!!!

Just that you are lucky to be promoted as and admin assistant, appreciate it and please dont try to act like you so important because you have the "look" that can make a man little bro happy....

P.s.. your look and "gediks" doesn't effect me... cause I take my job seriously

the angry yet huggable ben

what new? my new shoes....huhuhuhu

So what did i get my self fro CNY? a brand new shoes..but can it categories as a shoes? well.. my brand new CROCS.... yeah i know... my legs got too tired last week after over working... so ayah suggest that i get a new shoe rather than my comfy sandall...Ayah suggested schooll..so there i was opening my "BIG BOOK OF FINANCE" to see if i could actually afford one.. after much sacrificing of stuff that i dont really need, i found that yeah i actually can afford it.. I went to the mall, but they dont have it, with my size...sadly.. But then i remember that another type of foot wear that also protect and reduce your legs fatigue after a long walk. It is The CROCS.. But in Mid Valley the price for an Original CROCS overshoot my bugget almost RM100. So i guess i had to postponed my intention to buy it.. cause it must be the "ORIGINAL" CROCS...only the "ORI" have the material that is use in manufacture it which are gonna help. the non-original is no more than a normal sandal if you ask me.

Then.. a friend told me that i can buy the original CROCS from a friends who is a distributer for it at a much bigger discount.....hehehe...and there you go...my new CROCS...and i am so enjoying it rite now... huhuhuhu

The Huggable Ben