Monday, November 10, 2014

The great office move

Well my second last entry was when I was still at the old office locations, then rite after my last post we had what we called the great office move, where we were practically just packing and moving stuff around and by mid-September we were all start moving to the new location and I have to say the hectic-ness become more  and more severe than the normal working day, even though we postponed the office duties for the great move, almost all the time we are was just constantly moving and shifting and packing and unpacking stuff.

The new office was bigger and more light I guess, with lots of window and I can actually see the KL tower from my workstation out the window. Although because we are facing the east, morning is a bit warmer in the office, since the sun was like beaming directly in to the office. But that not such a bad thing cause It was actually good to get a chance to see the sun during working hour once in a while.

For some disturbing justification by the administrations I was move to another unit and although I strongly disagree my top management justification was I might be able to improve the new unit I was posted, which I doubt because there nothing wrong with the new unit at the moment. But as  a subordinated we can’t say much if they won’t listen right?.

I finally got a course this year, one was French language, but because of the great move I was not able to fully focus on the course and well it just went half way. Then I was invited to attend the asset course at my number one training facilities. Then after that suddenly I was offer another course at Terengganu, which I was tempted to attend but unable to because I already attend one similar course. Hurmm… so sad, I would have loved to go to Terengganu.

And now, November had arrive, I got my flight ticket going back home, and my mood had switched to Christmas although yeah it is still November, but I guess I need the holiday so much that i can’t wait to get back home.

The Huggable Ben



Friday, November 7, 2014

7 long years~


I had tried to just keep it boiled inside yet it has it way to come up, on 29 of October he would had been 40 year old, that it when people say life start, yet sadly he has passed. Leaving those whom really miss him, although this year I did get an incredible experience, one that I had not felt for several years.

In my belief system, it a sign that the person heard our prayer on the other side, that great for me, mean he heard my prayer all this years, cause it was very heartbreaking and for a moment at that time I would had thought there was a plot twist and he turn out to be alive. Yet after accepting that it was only a person whom looks alike, the hurt it was almost like 7 years ago when he passed.

Last Wednesday, was the anniversary of his passing, the whole day I was smiling, although behind that smile I was crying silently inside remembering him. His thought never ever left my mind these past few days.  I guess my guardian angel saw the gloom I was in, behind the smile I put, He ask for blessing for me, where I was able to see so much beautiful thing and got to meet such beautiful people too. I smile yet that small scar on my heart ache during this time.

When will I ever see the spark of light on the shoulder of a person whom I care, I might have seen it, but yet the spark I saw on him will linger until it is my time to cross to the other side I guess. I just keep on praying that when it my time to cross over, I could see those whom I care in front of a sparkling gates of pearl..

Be bless my friend, I miss you very much!

The Huggable ben