I had tried to just keep it boiled inside yet it has it way
to come up, on 29 of October he would had been 40 year old, that it when
people say life start, yet sadly he has passed. Leaving those whom really miss
him, although this year I did get an incredible experience, one that I had not
felt for several years.
In my belief system, it a sign that the person heard our
prayer on the other side, that great for me, mean he heard my prayer all this
years, cause it was very heartbreaking and for a moment at that time I would
had thought there was a plot twist and he turn out to be alive. Yet after
accepting that it was only a person whom looks alike, the hurt it was almost
like 7 years ago when he passed.
Last Wednesday, was the anniversary of his passing, the
whole day I was smiling, although behind that smile I was crying silently
inside remembering him. His thought never ever left my mind these past few
days. I guess my guardian angel saw the
gloom I was in, behind the smile I put, He ask for blessing for me, where I was
able to see so much beautiful thing and got to meet such beautiful people too.
I smile yet that small scar on my heart ache during this time.
When will I ever see the spark of light on the shoulder of a
person whom I care, I might have seen it, but yet the spark I saw on him will
linger until it is my time to cross to the other side I guess. I just keep on
praying that when it my time to cross over, I could see those whom I care in
front of a sparkling gates of pearl..
Be bless my friend, I miss you very much!
The Huggable ben
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