this one about me....

Hi, my name is: Joven

but you can call me: Ben [the
huggable]

Never in my life have I: Drive Drunk

The one person who can drive me nuts
is: the person who i make out for 4 hours.....

My high school is: Sm.ST MARY LIMBAHAU PAPAR

When I’m nervous: i tend to eat a lot...plus drink a lot of sweet beverage.....

The last song I listened to was:
Miley cyrus [see you again]

If I were to get married right now it
would be to: someone who is caring and compasionate plus a muct be chumel....

My hair is: black and short...thinking of having highlight soon...

When I was 4: i was as cute as can be...what jealous ka?....

Last Christmas: i had a big party at my house...

I should be: a porn movie actor...but i choose to be a secretary.....

When I look down I see: my tummy then my ****, owh… so cute.....(pervert!!! it my toes lar...)

The happiest recent event was:
New year dinner at my new renovated house!!!

If I were a character on ‘Friends’ :
Chandler...he is the smart one.... hehehe

By this time next year: i be sitting at my desk working....

My current gripe is: erm....what is that huh?

I have a hard time understanding:
my office......to much politics

There’s these girl: who is not a girl but a old lady that always try to find my fault.

If I won an award, the first person I
would tell would be: My parents....and the the world...yes everyone vote for me...world peace!(wave......!)

I want to buy: a PS 3 and a laptop

Where do you plan to visit: JAPAN..

If you spent the night at my house:
we chat for hours....and if the chemistry is rite.. romance.... wakakakakaka

The world could do without: War

Most recent thing I’ve bought
myself: A erterniy summer for men perfume

Most recent thing someone else bought
me: a 8 eye dzi and a pink quarts bracelets...

My middle name is: Maro the cutest!!

In the morning I: am not gonna say what i do

Last night I was: a wonderfull nite, i was raining and a nice sold nitgh sleep.. nyeyak siot!!..

There’s this guy I know who: is giving out the wrong signal toward me...even though he denied, tapi stilll giving the signal...trough his action...

If I was an animal I’d be a:
eagle....fly high up in the sky,

A better name for me would be: My name have a great meaning....no other name suit me i guess

Tomorrow I am: having my service exam....

Tonight I: think i sleep early

My birthday is: in the 5th days after the 21st day of the third month of the year..

I am a bit lonely……

Yesterday, I took a long walk from BTS to the nearest Lrt station, and all the way I was thinking abt myself, in a few weeks I finally entering my 25 year in this life…..

And a sudden emotion shock came over me.. like an a empathy reaction…. I suddenly realize…I was alone…. None was there but me…..,

I have my family, and ton of friends yet…… why did this emotion came over me…..,

There was a theory of needs, for every human, the is a special need, from food, cloth, a roof over you head, socialize and to be love…

When we were young the love portion of these need can be fulfill by our family, but as we grow up, the need became more and more personal, plus the body biology also isn’t helping, urge came fort and new thing to explore…..

I realize by the time I am 25 the need of having someone special it’s not yet fulfill, and I felt so lonely, walking around on my own…..

I do have a few candidates, but I really can get pass the fear to choose one and settle down… I am more happy being single mingle and tingle…yet this felling of being so lonely…..maybe I should trust cupid again…… Aphrodite does smile and, love does exist even for me……. ….

So jiwang? Because it the end of love month soon plus today is Chap Goh Mei, if I am not mistaken is the Chinese version of valentine day, so I make a tribute to love.

I do believe there is one person that is true rite for me out there, would I find that person? I am not sure, but I am going to sit down and wait…..while I have some fun…..when that special one comes…..that is the time when I stop……

P/s to know how bad am I? last night I had two phone dates one after another….and tonight? another outing ……

Hugs to everyone

Huggable Ben

Post Holiday Blues…….

Hi all well, it was a long holiday hugs, and some people even took extra days, for me the long holiday was well slow..

Sis Jess Came down to Kl, The cinema was full for the last 4 days…. So did not do any movie watching, just had a fun time with friends, like joe, abr and friends, thank reeze blanja Pizza….and J.CO Donat are like so hard to buy, the line are so long…..By the way Pavilion seem to be to crowded…. Like BTS more... although Pavilion is a place to be seen I mean all the artis are there….hehehe..cam ler kte minat sanggat kan…..

Other than that just had too much rest I guess. Hehehe..

So what my plan for valentine? I am not sure yet, but maybe just hang out at the “loft” hehehe….only few understand…..Jeng3x

Diet report……. Up until 7 February 2008, it was going great, then it change, during the holiday, I know but problem I still keep up the other program and today my diet is back on…. Doing weight training twice daily, and kindda felt the extra stamina, and the current weight still 125kg, but well it was just two weeks rite, so let wait next month report K!

The Huggable Ben