Yesterday, I took a long walk from BTS to the nearest Lrt station, and all the way I was thinking abt myself, in a few weeks I finally entering my 25 year in this life…..
And a sudden emotion shock came over me.. like an a empathy reaction…. I suddenly realize…I was alone…. None was there but me…..,
I have my family, and ton of friends yet…… why did this emotion came over me…..,
There was a theory of needs, for every human, the is a special need, from food, cloth, a roof over you head, socialize and to be love…
When we were young the love portion of these need can be fulfill by our family, but as we grow up, the need became more and more personal, plus the body biology also isn’t helping, urge came fort and new thing to explore…..
I realize by the time I am 25 the need of having someone special it’s not yet fulfill, and I felt so lonely, walking around on my own…..
I do have a few candidates, but I really can get pass the fear to choose one and settle down… I am more happy being single mingle and tingle…yet this felling of being so lonely…..maybe I should trust cupid again…… Aphrodite does smile and, love does exist even for me……. ….
So jiwang? Because it the end of love month soon plus today is Chap Goh Mei, if I am not mistaken is the Chinese version of valentine day, so I make a tribute to love.
I do believe there is one person that is true rite for me out there, would I find that person? I am not sure, but I am going to sit down and wait…..while I have some fun…..when that special one comes…..that is the time when I stop……
P/s to know how bad am I? last night I had two phone dates one after another….and tonight? another outing ……
Hugs to everyone
Huggable Ben
And a sudden emotion shock came over me.. like an a empathy reaction…. I suddenly realize…I was alone…. None was there but me…..,
I have my family, and ton of friends yet…… why did this emotion came over me…..,
There was a theory of needs, for every human, the is a special need, from food, cloth, a roof over you head, socialize and to be love…
When we were young the love portion of these need can be fulfill by our family, but as we grow up, the need became more and more personal, plus the body biology also isn’t helping, urge came fort and new thing to explore…..
I realize by the time I am 25 the need of having someone special it’s not yet fulfill, and I felt so lonely, walking around on my own…..
I do have a few candidates, but I really can get pass the fear to choose one and settle down… I am more happy being single mingle and tingle…yet this felling of being so lonely…..maybe I should trust cupid again…… Aphrodite does smile and, love does exist even for me……. ….
So jiwang? Because it the end of love month soon plus today is Chap Goh Mei, if I am not mistaken is the Chinese version of valentine day, so I make a tribute to love.
I do believe there is one person that is true rite for me out there, would I find that person? I am not sure, but I am going to sit down and wait…..while I have some fun…..when that special one comes…..that is the time when I stop……
P/s to know how bad am I? last night I had two phone dates one after another….and tonight? another outing ……
Hugs to everyone
Huggable Ben
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