I am still finding my rhythms

I am still at a state of limbo I guess, haven’t really found my rhythm at the new place. I have to admit that it is nice here, but as I say I haven’t found my rhythms yet.

This even show up in my sleeping pattern, normally I get home and directly fall asleep because of the hectic-ness but well at the new place I am more of slow and steady pace. But for someone who had already been used to the hectic-ness. I am well a bit. Blur by the change.

Don’t get me wrong, I am not saying that I don’t like it here. Just that maybe I miss my old friends there. I have new friends now, but well i guess this is another phase that I had to go through in my life, In order to grow wise like the old oak tree.

But I think I am getting there already, I am trying to find ways to make my task more realisable and doing much more than normal yet not to much that it that it would be overwhelming huhuhu..

Although I am thinking on how to make the most of my free time since travelling time had been reduced dramatically hehehehe... neyway glad that I getting along...

The Huggable Ben

The dream...

Well my last post was about my Facebook acc was hacked, I guess it is just a font for the admin to check whether or not you are a human or a cloned account for someone who is stalking someone else hahaha...

Well at dawn I had a weird dream... a very weird dream indeed, but I like the dream alot, because it was something I wanted to do for such a long time yet unable to do so because well “moral constraint” hahahahaha... owh come on it is not a notti stuff, it a cute stuff butt well I don’t think the general population would be able to accept it huhuhu... but the dream spark something in my heart, it make me care for something which I normally stay away from.  But that just me I guess, always have that one time, where it start popping up once in a while, I'll buried it soon in some way, so it would not end up hurting my heart again .... huhuhu, this is all because I started the dream enhancer ritual which supposed to increased your awareness during a dream which meant you have total control, yeah that be nice if it really does work rite? But the dream was very nice indeed, I like it so much huhuhu. Because ? as i had say just now, something that I would like to do but unable to do so because of “Moral Constraint”...erm.. I wish I could tell someone about it but the rule is, until I fully understand the massage the dream brings, it could never be told to anyone.

It the Raya Season, food is abundance during this season, so of course we have to see what we eat so that we would not overdo ourselves, but yeah this is the season to break the rule. I love all the Raya food around me hehehe. But tomorrow is blood works day and let see if the doctor is in favour of the result or not ... but I need to change my meds so I can manage my diabetic better I guess.. huhuhu~~

The Huggable Ben