Its June Yeah… dam… what had happen for the past few month? Well
a lot actually..
But the reason I am putting this entry today is so that I would
not forget the dream I had this morning.
It was about Abg Nizal, I can’t remember
the last time I dreamt about him, although the thing that happen last year,
where I thought I meet with his doppelganger was a nice remembrances .
But today at dawn the dreams was so sweet, It was finding him in
the mist of crowd of people. I grab his arms and say “eyy… where have you been?”
we actually had a short conversation and then he say he had to go back, I say I follow
him there, but he say you don’t know how it is there, you may not understand.
But I insisted, but then he left me in that “somewhat market place”.
Next I found myself in a house near a beach, and I was mad at his for some reason and lastly he pop up on the window saying sorry and he had to go now but he missed the moment we were spend together.. we hug and I woke up form the sound of frantic massages about the earthquake at Mount Kinabalu…. I felt warm and fluffy until I realize Abg Nizal was no longer with us…
I sat on my bed, quietly thinking maybe someday we meet again my dearest friend, until that time come you always be in my thought and prayers~!!
Next I found myself in a house near a beach, and I was mad at his for some reason and lastly he pop up on the window saying sorry and he had to go now but he missed the moment we were spend together.. we hug and I woke up form the sound of frantic massages about the earthquake at Mount Kinabalu…. I felt warm and fluffy until I realize Abg Nizal was no longer with us…
I sat on my bed, quietly thinking maybe someday we meet again my dearest friend, until that time come you always be in my thought and prayers~!!
I hope I never forget the warm feeling I got in that
dream, hope the big guy up there let me see him sometime…
The Huggable Ben~~
