Day 13..... Confined in bangi

After 13 days in ILKAP bangi for my basic law course, i felt the hecticness of the course,the schedule was jammed pack up to nite class. Although we are free,to go out of the institute, none of us want to i guess since each class has it importance in the course. Now i found a new respect to those taking up law, not that all of them are good, just that finishing the studies itself is a huge accomplishment. 

Though last nite i was woken up from a dream which well i guess my inner consciousness in testing myself, seeing my reaction to a certain situation with matter of the heart, and i say i respon as i would in real life, i harden my heart and move on, even though the person involved was the person that hold a large chunk of my heart. Although the dream somewhat made me felt down a bit, i realize i am not yet ready to receive such happyness(pun intended) yet. But what can i do?, just make sure that the person is happy, and when that person is happy i am happy. That smile, no matter how painfull the heart might felt, that smile would heal and calm the heart for the longest period of time. I guess until i am really worthy that smile is all i have to keep me going. 

My oh my let's lay out the exam schudule, 21st-Law paper, 26-etnic paper, 2nd july-international PR, 9th july- coporate PR, 13th july- marketing com and lastly 14th july Advertising. Fuhhhhhhh~~~~~, i guess the hecticness has started wuuuu~~~~~~, felt a bit stress about international, but that why i am a ninja... I will complete my missiom the best way possible. Wuuu~~~~~~ Well i have another 9 days to go, the spirit is high the mind is tired but the will is strong.... May the force in you complete thetask...wuuuu~~~~~ 

The huggable ben