I think I did something wrong……..

Aiyo….harus sanggat kan, a glance at the title so much controversy came to you mind huh? But well is nothing much I guess just that I think I hurt someone feeling in somehow or rather…cause that someone is kindda felt like trying to avoid me…well nothing I can do I guess, I cant fix something I don’t even know what is wrong with it rite? Hopefully that someone would just tell me what wrong.

This morning I cant wake up at all, I was really late to the office today but well I had too…to much work to be done, and I got a new scanner…for this GEO-EDMS thingies.

I was awake earlier, but then my body just don’t want to move. Last nite it was raining… I my body was saying to me, I want a warm hug… but well…what to do…..not everything that we want , we can have rite?? So I roll myself with my comforter and emerged as a “Vutot!” hehehee…. I look like a giant Vutot indeed… hehehe.. what is vutot? “ulat sagu”? mainly it look like a gaint fat caterpillar…hehehehe. To recreate to warm of being hug?

And suddenly at this moment I realize that I am having a fever…..owh….. my tummy felt weird.. … I think I am going back early today…..

The Feverish Huggable Ben

My Redang Holiday Trip……..best siot!!!

Well this blog is 2 days late, because the past few days I was recuperating from my holiday which was suppose to be a time to recuperate from my work, how ironic is that huh?

How was my trip? Well I was great , because it was with my friends, the boat ride was a bit tiring but nevertheless fun. First day snorkeling did not turn out so well, a few of my friends was swept away by the strong wave so had to be a life guard for a while, problem was, it been a while since I did so serious swimming so, my arm felt like jelly after rescuing some of my friends and a few student at teluk kelong bay. Hehehe….

The food was to my taste is average but the room was nice and comfortable. Had a chance to do some scuba-diving which was fun but because of my buddy had drain all the air in his tank we had to cut the dive short, but again nevertheless it was a nice and good dive indeed. The night life was fun, but the best part was midnight dip in the sea, added bonus it was a full moon, so the water was beautiful…totally magical, if I ever choose to live as a witch, I totally choose Redang.. hehehehe….

The trip back was a bit tiring, much controversy happen that day, which include me in it, hehehehe strange rite for someone who is always trying to avoid controversy I was in the middle of it that day.

I have to agree it was the best holiday and it was my first after two years as a working adult…hehehe…. Hugs to all!!! Muah2!!

The Huggable Ben

P/s there were more happening during the holiday, but cant really say it in the blog, hehehehe trade secret hehehe….

Life as an administrator….

I came back to a table with 5 level of “fail tindakan” amongst these file was a few overdue letter which was marked urgent but was somehow deem to the rest of my staff as “cant wait till Ben get back” item. I was really furious when I came in today, but I manage to keep myself cool because well I had a very good day yesterday and a very very good week last week, the happiness just overshadow the anger I had, because as I realize before, non of my colleague are efficient at all.

I can do their daily task if they were on a Sick day or going on a holiday. But they cant5 do mine for these reason;

“It been such a long time since I last did this task, I cant remember how?”
“I have my own work to do, I don’t have time to take over other’s”
“I wont to administrator task”
“If I do his task, then other people will think that I am “Gila Kuasa!” person”

If I use any of these reason to not do their task on their off day or when their attending courses, I wonder how it will be like? Somehow after today I felt that, if I were to take a sabbatical leave this Dept will go down the drain. Because none of them are can take over, and cover my section. And if my section was not that important, the hell would I care, the problem is, my unit is the vein off the dept, everything that goes out and in (document wise) from this dept must go through me. So what happen when I was attending a course last week? – My unit was put on a halt; nothing was done until I came in today.

But one good thing about this situation is that I was able to see how good I was as an administrator. In only 8 hours of non-stop and uninterrupted work, I was able to complete 80% of the last week task and today task, I was unable to complete the 20% because lack of recourses.

In Other Word…I am amazing…! Angle with halo and wings yet to come!!

The Huggable Ben