Well why do we thinking that when the year turn from 2020 to 2021 suddenly everything will turn for the best. All the trouble that we had will just simply go away and 2021 is the year when we all get to go back to the way it use to be. Well shockingly!!!!! it did not.
My stories October 2020, when the second wave of the pandemic has just erupted in my state of sabah and well everything when arry at that time, Second lockdown are back, PKP.2.0 or MCO 2.0. Somehow the next phase does not have high stat of helping like the 1st one cause although it was the second time MCO happen the people does not see to understand that without everyoneplaying their part it would not work at all. we had a small break during xmas and new year. People are given opportunity to met up family and friends. that should be good rite but well nahh... rather than just have small family gath, people are planing lavish party and wedding... that so iresponsilble rite? but hear me out. all story have a second part, or a back story and nothing is as it seem. Although people understand that it would be dangerous they would be doing it because it might just be their last opportunity to do so.. weird kind of mentality but heyy if you take the time to listen, to them it might be, we never know. I heard this before MCO 2.0 actualy. People want to see their family and love one cause they honesty believe that it was the coming of the end of the world and it might be the last time they spent the time together.
Rubbish right, at first i tahought that too. But when recently i have friends that had pass on not from the pandemic, but was from natural causes. you kind of think that yeah life is to short and the unability to say the thing we want to say to someone before they actualy gone hurt a lot. really a lot. I learnt this before and well we have other technology thatt can help us get in touch without endangering people by spreadinig the viruses when we travel. Some people thought when they think they are not able to see their love one for the last time it really clouding their judgement in what they do. I advise people who wh to get married to just get registered and be formal and the party can be done on a later date, where we can do more planning and such. But i get it, some are a result of years of planning and effort so no able to celebrate it like the way we want it can be not favorable.
January pass just like that in a blink of an eye.. nothing much happen just existing and occasionally poping in the office to see if there is anything that the office might need to be done. February seem to be the same thing, nothing that was plan or can be plan for the month, just existing and be there for the sake of being there.
there is no Ash weds Mass, I have been to church for the last month, i cant go back for mom bday end of this month and i miss my new nephew so much... pluss my fluffy bam bam too,,,, hurgghhh,,,,, hope it all be over soon and we can be back to the way it usedto be....
