Thursday, November 17, 2011

November Skies..!!

The Vacay on early November turn out to be a blessing, it had rested me, and prepared me for a heck of a troublesome week afterward.



I had 5 Assignment to be done before 13 November 2011, there Media studies, sociology, 2 photography assignment and Speaking. My media and sociology are done much early but proof reading it took another two days to do. Speaking was fast because I really like the topic I was presenting which is tarot card.. hahaha… who knew I would used my hobby as a topic for an assignment. But the most challenging assignment would be photography. As I had say before this I am not a photographer and I don’t have an expensive camera, I am just a student with a second hand DSLR and friends that help me. I really want to thank my friend Usmang Awang and Ilham sakyman… you guys really had help a lot… I did not realize how confusing to take a pic, using a compact camera we just snap and if it turn out to be a nice pic then it ok. But using DSLR there technique and setting and composition and much more and that why I am thankful to have a friend like you guys. Huhuhu…


The came 13 nov, first class was occay, but got worked out when the issue about PTPTN came out, but a fun class. The sociology class was great but the problem is during test I spent so much time on the SAT question that I was not able to finish my essay question…what a bummer and I did full reading on all the topic… huhuhu so sad T-T…in speaking class I realize as an ex debater..my skill are really rusty alredi…..T-T..wuuu~~~ and finally in photography class Mr Zul gave another three assignment to be done!! Aiyo…!!! Pitam!!! Huhuhu!!!! So the next seminar…. There be another 6 assignment!! Returning from campus.. I hit my bed and by the next morning I caught a fever..a normal one but really cause me to shut down all body function. Hahahaha…


Honestly I am not fully recover yet… but it seem today people like to aggravate me so much!.. I know I am a low level clerk, but at least I am trying to help, what the used of all that status when you can’t even help the little people that you are suppose to be helping?? If it is really that important you could at least try to help not pretend you can’t hear me on the phone and switch off the phone when I try to call back… my heart goes to those farmer who are trying the best to get everything done, but then people who was suppose to help them who was paid to help them got too busy with, well I don’t know maybe doing her nail or something…..damn you stupid people!! You give civil servant a bad name!!!!!


But in a way today seem to be a productive way with 2 application approve (by officer from ministry) and got at least 5 % work done on the assignment even with a hectic day…


Hugs my beautiful people!!


The huggable ben

Monday, November 7, 2011

Pangkor Vacation.....!!

So 5th of November ....Its actually the anniversary of a friends passing 5 years ago..but It has been 5 years..and I better celebrate his life rather than continue to be sad. He be in my thought always. This year the date fall on a Saturday and a day before the Aidiladha... and that means an extra day off on Monday... !!!

13th of November 2011 is the 4rd seminar and where 5 assignment are to be handed in. So Today (Tuesday 8th Nov) we will be focusing on all the assignment final touch and my day job too. So to better prepared for a week of full concentration, I need a short vacation .....and island Vacay!! Pangkor!~!~!~!~!..... huuuu!~!!! yeah!! Hehehehe...
So this year, 5 of us went to Pangkor Island....our activity are swimming in the sea, sleeping in a freezing resort room, wacth tv, eat dinner, play card, swimming in the pool, eat late dinner, snacking in front of tv in a freezing room, eat snack, eat breakfast, swim in the sea, continue swimming in the sea, riding around the island atc... so..the summary of activity would be Eat,swim,sleep, wacth tv,swim ..hehehe...yes that the thing that really relax me. I hope my friends enjoy it too. But this is not just a vacay..it is also a mission to finish my assignment for photo communication ..thanks to mang for the info and skill shared....
But the Sea, the wind, the fresh air, the amazing view, the warm sea water, the sun ....really make me melancholy...I started to miss someone...and wishing that someone was there with me....all the way back home I can’t stop thinking about that someone. Erm..... so lar weird.. I guess Island really has a great impact on me.
On the beach I had a lot of thinking done, what if...I finally say it out loud what my heart is saying, would it make any different? Honestly I don’t think so; it may even cause you to lose friends after that. But I always wanted to do so...problem is I am trained to be a nice person, I don’t have the strength to do that since I do not want to lose a friends or someone I care just because I say it out loud. So let’s keep the real Ben inside. Let the world see who they want to see...maybe someday you have that chance to do it.. but it will be when I have nothing else to lose.
Ok need to get back to my assignment this has been a nice break... huhuhu...




The Huggable Ben..

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

November Vacay!! Yehhhaaa...!!

Yes...it’s true that I did have a lot to say during October...but this time around I can’t even open a word program to write anything... just too hectic to handle two different job at different location at one time. It really give a new understanding on how multitasking really work for you, tapi burn out is indivertible.



But on a light noted I be going on a excursion to an island this weekend. Although it supposed to be a photographic trip where I should be taking pic for the last 4 assignment to be done for Photo communication course. But in reality it a time to relax near the sea...but with the camera at hand why not do another “multitasking” where we enjoy the excursion and finish our assignment at a stress free environment right?


Sociology....this subject fascinate me a lot....I totally would love to take the subject as a major but well I don’t think that is it possible. Since the subject does not have any direct relation with my job as a government entry level staff. These are for researcher level jobs I guess. But nevertheless it is a fun subject where we learn about communities and culture and after we learn the basic we started to see a pattern in our own circle, see the cultural change and the ethno-centric behaviour or how our friends without realizing it is a bit racist in a way. But as a student of sociology we must be un-bias but keep hold of our own understanding.


What I saw at immigration office...what I heard is that the immigrant is taking over; works for the local are limited. But let me ask you youngster.. if I give you RM2500 a month but you would be doing hard labour... would you accept? For the immigrant a month minimum salary here is a year salary in their own country... so yeah of course they would accept the job offer even with minimum pay. Like our nurses here...they are paid RM1800 a month average RM21600 a year. Overseas they are paid RM 12 500 a month an average of RM150000 a year plus two month paid leave....Ngko mmmammpuu??? Hahahahaha..to much exposure to immigration info I guess hahahaha..


I can’t wait for my small vacay this weekend... a nice swim in the sea would be very nice... owh yeah need to get sun block lotion huhuhu...


Salam Aidilahda to all my friends!!


The huggable ben....