Wednesday, July 23, 2014

The fluffy eccentric dream *blush *blush



I have one favourites movie actually, “Practical magic” Staring Sandra Bullock and Nicole Kidman, it is the go to movies when I need to felt warm and fuzzy after maybe a rough day.

But one of the best part of the movie was when the song “This Kiss” from faith hills was played. It was the first kiss for Sally.

And during my fluffy eccentric dream last night that was the exact song that was playing.  Why I called it eccentric because it deviate from my normal kind of dreams.

It remind me of my first crush, my first kiss, my first make out, my first…… you know all the first stuff~~ it remind me of all of that… *blush*blush*blush

It not wrong to dream about stuff like that right? I mean it’s just a dream, but I can feel the blush after I woke up until dawn, the fluffiness and softness and the warmth of the hugs too. Hahahaha~~~ (=^_^=).

The thing I don’t understand about the dream was my house was near the sea, and I was when scuba diving and like something about lot of people came to the house then  well, the fluffy fluffy part  and I finally got to hear the words “finally, I wanted to do that for 16 years” hahahahahahaha~~~ (=^_^=)….

Well I know it was just a dream, but It felt nice, thanks big guy up there, I know it’s was from you, *wink*wink…..send it again if you don’t mind…. I like it very much… (=^_^=)…~~~~


The Huggable Ben~~~

Tuesday, July 15, 2014

Battered And Bruised

Was like, “no longer freshmen year, no longer sophomore year, we in junior year and soon be seniors~~ we got this in the bag~~” oh my dreary blessed big guy up there. How wrong was I indeed, But then that just prove that there are always something to learn at every level in our life, even though we think “been there, done that” something new will always arise.

This semester I felt how it was to be backstab in a school project, first time I meet a such non-deserving freeloader that I was not even felt any regret or sadness for that particular student would not graduate this semester? Would karma get me back for what had I done? I am not sure, but I had given them ample time to at least show interest on the subject and I would put their name on the project, but “Nahhh~~” they were too busy even to write a simple SMS asking for an SOS…. An non-examination subject does not have a special examination for graduation, hence they have to repeat the whole semester…haaaa~~ feel the wrath~~~!!

I am such an evil team leader… (T_T)…. But this semester was amongst all my semester the most numbered of assignment done, although the least final examination paper there is. So yeah pros and cons I guess. But with at least 4 assignments with at least 5 page each. I was very challenging indeed. Being almost a senior year student, I learn a few tricks, Sleep is important, it release your stress and refocus  yourself, so don’t lose sleep, planned all assignment well, you never lose any sleep cause the stress level is manageable in that way. Hehehe…. But it also help to have a few eye candy to smooth the whole semester huhuhuhu~~

So I was not able to write anything on may or june, wanted to go back to hometown during the harvest festival but that didn’t happen. Wanted to go on a beach holiday, that didn’t happen also. But well at least up to the last doc appointment I lost 5kg, which u probably gain back during raya, hahahaha…

Got an interview for the post of assistant Investigator, but as predicted I fail the physical hahahahaha~~, I knew I would fail it but the people at the  civil service commission was so persuasive that they would look at my BMI which they did, hahahahahaha~~~ but we’ll Never give up, more interview soon~~~!!

Raya is right around the corner, hope could get some nice chance for a short holiday soon~~ Wuuu~~

Aite that all for now

The Huggable Ben