I had to face a dilemma recently.. I was stuck in the middle of a controversy which took a twisted route. I now realize people may advise to you that you need to move on but the truth is they could never accept that you did, because it means that I don’t need them anymore….
I tried my best to be diplomatic…I try ever single way that I know of in trying to be fair to everyone. But I was not the newcomer…so why must I leave? Why must I get emo about it… I don’t need too…. So why must I look and act like how you like me to act which is miserable, why cant you accept that I am happy? And I have move on….to the next level… and if you could not accept it.. that your problem not mine… stop trying to connect me with it… face your one demon and don’t try to put the blame on me just because I finally happy with myself now and not miserable like you think I should be. Please knock of the drama… I really don’t need it….and so does everyone else…
But being the cheerful person I am, I can totally put this dilemma aside and move on to a more cheerful topic… this is the 13th day of fasting which I am able to complete, I miss a few days hehehe… and I lost 1 kg of my weight…. See….hehehe my diet working… hehehe…hey plus I got an invite for a sabatikal trip to Cairo… how kwel is that huh? Hehehe…. But it is still in process so no comformation yet… ( but I really hope it was.. hehe…!)
The Huggable Ben
I tried my best to be diplomatic…I try ever single way that I know of in trying to be fair to everyone. But I was not the newcomer…so why must I leave? Why must I get emo about it… I don’t need too…. So why must I look and act like how you like me to act which is miserable, why cant you accept that I am happy? And I have move on….to the next level… and if you could not accept it.. that your problem not mine… stop trying to connect me with it… face your one demon and don’t try to put the blame on me just because I finally happy with myself now and not miserable like you think I should be. Please knock of the drama… I really don’t need it….and so does everyone else…
But being the cheerful person I am, I can totally put this dilemma aside and move on to a more cheerful topic… this is the 13th day of fasting which I am able to complete, I miss a few days hehehe… and I lost 1 kg of my weight…. See….hehehe my diet working… hehehe…hey plus I got an invite for a sabatikal trip to Cairo… how kwel is that huh? Hehehe…. But it is still in process so no comformation yet… ( but I really hope it was.. hehe…!)
The Huggable Ben
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